Destiny 2

16.Thyme - Confused

Thyme

Oh god, I am late again. I have no choice but to call phi mile. All of us junior student are not allow to drive in the university yet. I cant help but run to phi mile when I see his car. Hi baby,he greet me. Sorry phi, I am late I said. Its okay, I am on my way to your school too he said. Be careful phi mile said and walk to medical tent. I am so lucky when no one notice that I am late. I dont want to make phi kinn angry again. I now run to main tent after having lunch with phi mile. Me and my friend are incharge for miscellaneous task, which mean we are runner. We run to every where instruct by our senior. We help them in the event. Its really meaningful and enjoyable. We become closer with our senior except for phi kinn who keep his distance with everyone.

Kinn, have your lunch, you already skip your breakfirst, phi Kim shout at phi kinn who now walk away. Stupid, phi kim said annoyed with his best friend. I just smile at him when he look at me. I am busy here, now I need to make sure all stupid friends of mine to eat he said again. I just chuckle, because I know he love his friends so much. Have you eat Prince, phi kim ask me. Phi, I am thyme not Prince I said pouty to phi Kim. I keep repeating my word but he just ignore it. No you are Prince he said and laugh. Stop sulky, we need to distribute this water he said. Okay phi, I said and quickly call my team.

While distributing water, we go thru the stall area and I can see a lot of food sell here. Honestly I don't know  why but I don't like the way phi kinn skip his breakfirst and lunch. Papa will be really angry if daddy and me do it. We will have a very gloomy day. So , both of us make sure we have complete meal everyday. Without any plan, I quickly buy a sandwich for him. When I return to main tent, I see phi kinn sit and take a rest. He must be really tired. Now I know he is someone who work quietly and very responsible. I felt guilty when I accuse him for being bad leader before. He make sure everything are in order himself. He dont allow any hiccup in this even. So, i believe he do the same for our orientation day. He look so shock when I ask him to eat. I dont trust him, so I need to make sure he eat in front of me .
After I see phi kinn eat his sandwich, I leave him and wait for Ray and Mj. They will visit me and I will introduce him to phi mile.

Since my roomate already know Mike and boss, I just need to introduce them to phi mile. I wish I can be like phi mile, mike said. I just smile and look how girls and boys looking at him treating injured student. He just need to breath and all of them will fall at his feet. Phi, I call him and he look at me with his sweet smile.
I can feel the fire from his fans eyes. Lets go I said and quickly pull my friend to phi mile. Why are you so red, phi mile ask and caress my hair. We are running the whole day phi, mike complaining. Phi mile nod and quickly get into the tent. Sit here he said to me and my friend. He give all of us cooling bag. He gently put it on my head and smile. You look like a tomatoes he said and laugh. Phi, I said and pouty. For time like this, I felt lucky for my tan skin boss said. Now all of us laugh. Take a rest, phi need to help my team he said. All of us nod and wait for phi mile. We nearly end our day one event. We feel a bit relieve and our senior already give a green light for us to leave because tomorrow will be another busy day. I now happily walk beside phi mile who casually hug my shoulder. We keep chatting and planing what to eat because phi mile are going to pay for us. Phi mile just laugh softly when my friend acting crazy. Sorry phi, I said and look at phi mile. Its okay baby he said and whisper to me. Just don't report anything to phi wat he said. I promise I said and laughing. I never know phi wat can be scary too. I am glad that I am here now. I dont know what will happen if I stay at home ,looking at happy couple phi kavin and phi watt.
I am happy here. Honestly, most of time I forget about phi kavin. I dont think I love him that much. But it still hurt me when I see how he treat phi watt like a prince. He treat me lovingly too, but as a baby. I slowly accepting their relation.

After dinner, me and my roommate walk to bus station. Phi mile need to help his team ready for tomorrow. I just laugh when phi mile complaint how barbaric engineer are. It just a sport not a war he said. Before I get into the bus, phi kinn suddenly call me. I ask my friend to go back first. Yes phi, I run to him. What I do now. He look a bit piss off. I dont think I make any mistakes today. He dont say a word but signalling me to follow him. I still quietly waiting for him when we arrive at the cafe. I assuming you already full so, I wont order for you he said coldly. I quickly nod. I still confuse. Why I am here, when he quietly eat his dinner and ignore my existing. After his dinner, phi kinn quietly send me home. See you tomorrow phi, I said sadly before I get out. I dont know why, but I felt sad when he treat me like this. Sorry, he suddenly said and hold my hand to prevent me moving. He always make me want to cry.
I look at him with teary eyes. Sorry ,he said again and pull me into his hug. I dont know why but I definitely crying when he hug me like this. After a while he push me slowly. Stop crying, have a good sleep, we will very busy tomorrow he said gently. I nod and slowly get out of his car. After waving to phi kinn, I run to my room with Confuse mind. What happen to me.

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