Destiny 2

22.Thyme - Dont kiss me

Thyme

I know phi kinn already here  but I am too shy to meet him. I really dont remember about that night,  but based on marking on my body, we do so many things. That why I refuse to answer and reply to him. I am scare that he look down at me. He dont even comfort me like my family. After a  while, my papa call me and I dont have a choice but to face phi kinn. He is waiting at my garden my papa said and walk to the kicthen. I can see our helper are busy now.

Phi, I call phi kin slowly. He look at Me and I cant help but crying. I am sorry, I said. I cant imagine what have I done to him.  I felt guilty. He look at me and signal me to come closer. I slowly walk to him. I am sorry, I said and he suddenly hug me. Its okay, he said and wipe my tears.  Stop crying, he said again. I cant I reply to him. I wish I could but I really cant. Are you hurt phi, I ask him. I am sorry, I hope I don't hurt you so much I said again. It's okay, he said again. No, its not okay I said firmly. You can punch me if you want I said sincerely. He just laugh. I look at him with my big eyes. Phi, how could you laugh. I am rapist now he shout and crying hard again. You what, he ask me suddenly.  I am sorry, I dont mean to rape you, I said. You what, he ask me again like a stupid cat. I cant even repeat the word and now phi kinn laughing like crazy. Phi, I call him louder. Oh my god, you are so cute he said and hug me again. I quickly push him and look into his eyes. Try to find some anger, but I found nothing. This is impossible,  no body will accept something like this calmly. Are you sure, you can do something like that to me, he ask me slowly and look at me deeply. Now I feel confused. I dont, I ask him back. No, you are not he said firmly. Then how, I ask him quickly.  Trust me, you dont want to know he said and caress my lips. I can see naughty smile and I quickly get what he mean. Phi, I scream loudly and quickly push him. I run to my papa and phi kinn follow me with his laugh. I cant believe I trust Mj and Ray. I felt guilty for days and it's for nothings.

My papa hugging me and just smile to phi kinn. Lets have dinner my papa said. I still refuse to look at phi kinn. This is so embarrassing. How could he said that. 
He is doubting my ability. Am I that weak or is he that strong that even with drugs I cant force myself on him. I cant believe it, that make me really angry. Now I will seriously start my training.

Are you sure about your plan, how about your family, my papa ask phi kinn after dinner. I sit beside my papa and try to ignore phi kinn. Yes, I cant let him stay with his friend anymore.  This mean they already know about him, phi kin reply to my mom calmly. Are you talking about me, I ask and look at my papa. He nod and I look at phi kinn. He also nod.
No, I am happy to stay with my friends I said firmly. I dont think uncle bible will let him go back to school without my plan, phi kinn said again, ignoring my words. Papa look at him and nod. What plan, I ask my papa. Lets get engage, phi kinn said and look at me. What, I ask shockedly. Baby, if you want to stay study at your current university, you must follow phi kinn plan, I dont think i can persuade your daddy this time. Both dada nani and phi wat also cant. We cant even said anything about your university. No, they cant do that. They already promise me, I said. I can be really stubborn.  Or let's get marry , phi kinn casually ask. I look at him with wide eyes. That the only way, I can help you back to our university,  he said calmly. I look at my papa. He also nod.
No, I dont want, I shout and run to my room. 

So this is your room, phi kinn suddenly ask and I turn to him quickly.  What are you doing here I ask and pull my carrot doll, from phi kinn hand. Looking at my future husband room he said casually.  I am not, you dont love me how come you want to marry me, I ask him. You always bully me and make me cry, I don't want to marry you, I said firmly again. Phi kinn just laugh and lay on my bed. Phi, I pull his hand try to pull him from my bed. He just laugh and pull me harder.  It's make me fall on phi kinn. Phi, I scold him but he just laugh and hold me, prevent me to move.  You will be mine my prince,  he said gently. No, I am not Prince, i quickly reply. Should I call you baby, phi kinn ask me. No, only my family can call me that I said. Then I will call you kitten, he said and nod proud of himself. No, I am not kitten I said again. I look at his neck and find nothing.  So it's true I don't do anything to him. He suddenly touch his mark on my neck. I cant wait to mark you again, but this time I will make sure you know how you look and scream below me he said casually.  Phi, I shout again.  How could he talk something like this with calm manner. Tell you papa, you agreed to marry me, If not I will make love with you now, he said while his hand at my bottom. I look at him with wide eyes when he grasp my bottom. Phi, I try to escape, but he is too strong for me. He is strong like my daddy. Answer me, will you marry me, he ask me again after he let me sit on his lap. I never sit on someone like this, I felt uncomfortable and scare when I felt him getting hard.  Will you kitten, he ask me softly this time. Can we not, I ask him back. No we can't, you already stained my dignity.  No one will marry me after this he said with a teasing look, you should responsible to your action he said calmly accusing me for harassing him.
But I don't love you, I said and look at phi kinn. Are you sure, he ask me and peck my lips. I quickly close my mouth with my hand. Dont kiss me, i said. But like a deaf man, phi kinn pull my hand and kiss me like crazy. I think I will dead because I cant breath. He just chuckle when he finally stop and look at my panic face.

01.01.24
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2024 please be nice to all of us🥰