Destiny 2

18. Thyme - You smell like him

Thyme

Let's go, suddenly I hear someone said gently. I slowly open my eyes and shouting because I am so shocked. I look at phi kinn. How come we already at our faculty, I still remember waiting for him at bus stop. You are loud, lets go he said casual . I still look at phi kinn. Or your still need my help he ask me In teasing tone. No, I said and quickly get out of his car. Phi, I call him and try to follow his steps. But he just keep walking ignoring me like always. Its still early. Why we are here, I ask him. Its still early i said slowly again. He just smile. You can rest there, he said and show me a big cot with steel frame. There are no one here. Are you this early everyday phi, i ask him. Again he ignore me and I am getting sulky sit on the cot. I slowly laying down and look at phi kinn. He start organising and focus on his laptop. He look at me and quickly close my eyes. I can hear his chuckle . When I open my eyes, he already walk to his car. I quickly run to him. Phi, I call him again. I am a bit scare to wait for him here alone. Just wait here he said. I will come back he said. I look at him with desprate eyes. No one here i said in my head.. Okay, you can come , he said after a while.

I quickly help phi kinn to bring all needed item for today even. Its take us half an hour to move all the item. Where is my other seniors I cant help but complaint to myself. During our way back, phi kinn stop at coffee shop. For you he said while gulping his black coffee. I really want to try black coffee but both Ray and mj hate it, so I feel its gonna be waste if I buy it. I drink my hot chocolate but keep looking at phi kinn drink. You want to try, he ask me. I quickly shake my head. Try it he said and push his coffee to me while checking his laptop. Can I, I ask slowly. He just nod, not focus on me. I slowly hold his cup and try. I quickly drink my hot chocolate. Its too bitter. Then I hear phi Kim and phi Vegas laugh. You are so cruel, how could you ask Prince try your coffee phi Kim ask. Are you okay, phi Vegas ask. I nod but keep drinking my hot chocolate. Only heartless people like you can drink this thing, Kim said and push the coffee back to phi kinn.
Not long after that, I can see our senior start coming and help phi kinn. I told you, we can do it together phi Kim said regretfully. It's ok, I just wake up early phi kinn said. There are so much to do, but I just ask to sit at the table and help organising the paper. So this is how our senior work every time we have an event. They work so hard. When all juniors start coming, everything already prepared by our senior. But the way they act and instruct the junior , make we though we do everything. We just play a small part actually. Then I see phi mile arrive. Excuse me phi, can i go for a while,I ask try to greet phi mile parking lot. Stay, we are busy here phi kinn said. I look around. I dont have anything to do but I back to my place and wait for his instructions. Go distribute the breakfast he said. Okay, I said and start working. Mike and boss quickly help me. I was late yesterday, so Mike tell me how it work. After breakfast, everyone waiting for phi kinn instruction. All of us was divided and giving task like yesterday. What should I do phi, I ask when I was not listed with any group. Is he forget about me I ask myself. How could he. You will helping me, phi kinn reply casually. I can see my senior are smiling and my friend look at me weirdly. I look at Mike and boss, the just shake their head.

I dont know, being phi kinn helper is this tired. We move around all the time. I dont even have time to talk with my friend. We just waving to each other.
He is real leader. Everyone listen to him.
Finally the sport end and now we are ready for closing ceremony. Let's go, I need to change phi kinn suddenly said and walk to his car. I quickly follow him. I can hear how he call phi Kim and Inform he will be lazy for 1 hour.
Do you bring any change, he ask me. I quickly nod. He already remind me this morning. You can use this, he said giving me a towel. Hurry he said. I have no choice but to clean myself. Hurry, phi kinn said when I keep dreaming and looking at his bathroom. Its so masculine and so phi kinn. I love his shower gel and shampoo. I love everything here. It's a bit shy but I pretend I don't care when I see phi kinn wear off his shirt. Luckily I bring all my shirt into bathroom. So phi kinn cant see my pale skin and muscles. I will start my training back. Again I regret for being lazy before. I should listen to my daddy. I am so jelous of phi kinn abs. He must be proud and Confident. He casually change his shirt in front of me. I felt like blushing girl. This is stupid. I try to avoid looking at phi kinn, but my naughty eyes can't help it. Are you done, he ask me.
I quickly nod . Lets go. I walk behind phi kinn. I can smell him. It's really good smell. I smell my hand but it's definitely differ from phi kinn smell. Maybe combine with his natural odor make phi kinn smell calming and charming.
Go to your friend he said , when we arrive at the school back. I quickly run to Mike and boss. Both look at us with wide eyes. Phi kinn is bias,boss whisper to me. How come he let you change your cloth, he ask me. Look at this, I show him my hand. I cant event lift the spoon I said. Helping phi kinn more tired than yesterday I said and put my head on boss shoulders. Help me, I am tired, I said. Really, mike ask. I cant even talk so I nod. Now I know why he need to change, he was at the stage with our university Dean and lectures and administration team. It was a great success. I clap as much as I could when I see phi mile receive a appreciation gift from our Dean. He smile and wave at me. After the ceremony, phi mile come and ask me to join his dinner like yesterday. Before I reply to him, phi kinn call me. I am sorry phi, i still need to help , I said. Okay, next time phi mile said. You smell like him, you head hazer phi mile said before leave with his friend.

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