All it took was one night at the club for her life to change tremendously.
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Kentrell
"Yb you can't just lay in dis damn bed all day mane. I kno it hurts but she's gone and I kno she wouldn't wantchu sad like dis," Tana came into da room sayin.
"Mane get da fuck out dawg," I turned my back towards him.
"How boutchu get ya ass up and go see ya fuckin baby dats barely living, she in da hospital by haself while you at home in fuckin bed." He snapped on me.
I sighed knowing he was right but I couldn't get ova da fact dat Nari was actually gone.
I should've left ha alone and none of dis would've happened ta ha.
She would've still been hea if I neva came lookin fa ha.
She would've still been safe if I didn't force ha ta stay wimme dat night I met ha.
She would've been alive and healthy if I neva came into ha life and fucked it up.
"I should've stayed wid Jaz," I mumbled.
He sucked his teeth coming ta sit at da foot of da bed.
"Yb na you kno youn mean dat."
"I do tho, she would've still been hea if I stayed wid Jaz."
"You can't blame ya self fa what Jaz bitch ass did mane," he assured me.
"Why not? If I neva left ha den she would've neva kilt Nari. Nari would've been perfectly fine if I neva bothered ha dat day. She would've still been hea mane," I said blaming myself again.
"Mane Yb you can't blame ya self mane. Jaz made dat decision ta slip poison into Nari's drink not you so get da fuck up and get ya ass down ta dat hospital right na," he demanded.
"I can't see my baby like dat mane, I can't see ha hooked up ta allem tubes and shit struggling ta breathe." I explained to him and he nodded understanding.
"Look I feel ya pain but what if sum happens ta ha then you gon feel bad wishing dat you was dere fa ha last moments alive. Anything could happen ta ha Yb. Rememba dat," he said den walked outta da room.
I groaned getting outta bed makin my way into my bathroom.
I looked into da mirror and my new tatto on my torso instantly caught my attention.
It said "Kehlani" in bold letters right above my dick.
Even though she not hea no mo it's still hers and will forever be hers.
I just miss ha so much, I'm not myself without ha.
I thought by me killing Jaz it would bring me peace but it didn't.
I still hate ha ass and I'm still fuckin hurt. Everyday I think bout killing myself.
Da only reason I'm still holding on is fa my kids but otha than dat I would've been killed myself.
I can't live life without Nari mane, she my whole heart.
She my fuckin life, when I first found out I couldn't breathe.
I watched them cut Kanari Kehlani Gaulden outta Nari's stomach as she laid lifeless on da table.
Kanari didn't even cry, she was barely alive when she was born.
Christmas will neva be da same fa me again, I neva wanna celebrate it again.
I neva wanna celebrate anything again.
Ion even wanna celebrate my fucking birthday without ha mane.
She wasn't even 21 yet, she didn't deserve to die da way she did.
Jazlyn bitch ass should've left me da fuck alone when I told ha to.
I should've listened ta Nari when she warned me bout ha hoe ass.
I was so mad, hurt, and deep in thought dat I ain't even notice dat I was crying.
I looked into da mirror befo punching it causing da glass to shatter.
"All I want is Nari back mane," I cried sliding down da wall.
Ha death cut me deep, dat shit hurt me so bad. I felt dat shit in my soul, something went off inside me when she died.
None of ha parents came ta see ha either, not even ha bitch sad daddy Yo Gotti nor ha bitch add momma Angela Simmons.
I sighed wiping my tears getting up, I took a long shower tryna get my mind clear.
I got dressed in some sweats and a wife beater slipping on my slides.
I walked down da stairs seeing everyone scattered around in da living room.
I ignored their stares grabbing my keys makin my way ta my car.
I sped ta da hospital running all da red lights hoping ta get in a car crash so I can die.
I walked right past da receptionist and made my way ta Kanari's hospital room.
I heard talkin as I opened da door, da voice sounded familiar but I couldn't figure out who it was.
I walked into da room and thought I was going crazy once I saw someone who I thought I would neva see again.
"What da fuck is you doin ta ha?" I pushed da nurse away from ha who had a needle in ha hand.
"Sir I'm saving her life," she leaned down and injected da needle into Nari's arm.
"What is dat?" I grabbed da needle from ha.
"It's medicine to keep her alive, I've been trying to get in touch with you about her still being alive but you weren't answering the phone."
"Why would I? I went to her funeral then a few days later I get a call saying she's alive after I already buried her and everything."
"That was her twin sister Laylani who was buried," she explained and I looked at her confused.
"She had a twin sister?"
"Yes and I used her twin sister as a way to wake Kehlani up. She needed a new heart so I gave her one, Kehlani is here and alive but she needs to take these needles twice a day for the next week or she will die again." The nurse warned me.
I looked ova at Kanari den at Nari seeing ha lookin up at me already.
I embraced ha in a big hug inhaling ha scent. I felt ha start smiling as I dug my head into her neck.
"I missed you," she weakly said.
"Shh baby shh, save your breath." I rubbed ha head.
I pulled away from da hug going over to Kanari was still hooked up to multiple tubes.
"Just a few more weeks baby guh," I kissed ha cheek.
She looked exactly like Nari and I love dat bout ha.
