Almost Famous (Machine Gun Kelly)

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"You knew she was writing the book"? I asked.

He nodded. It's been an hour and so far I've been lied to, and embarrassed. I want to know what he told Brian.

"You agreed for her to do this because you felt bad? She cheated on you Colson. She was seeing her ex while you were on the road, literally for months. Even before I got here". I said

He nodded. "I know. We had broken up weeks before you started. I had to keep the media on good terms with her. I didnt want Hollywood to bash her". He sighed.

"But she'll bash you, and look she did already. She wrote a fucking book". I hissed.

I paced the kitchen as he spoke. I couldn't believe he let her do this to him.

"So I was a rebound"? I asked.

He quickly shook his head as he stood up. "No. No you weren't. When Megan and I broke up the first time we couldn't make it public because she was in a movie. They wanted it to do good so we held off telling social media. When she deleted everything off her Instagram the fans automatically blamed me. Her publicist told her to run with it. We went to couples therapy, got pictures leaving the building and it was fine, the world thought we were working on it. I had already stopped the relationship after I found out about her ex, but in Hollywood the women is never the problem." He sighed.

"Colson. She punished your name to the media as a cheat and liar, and for what? A movie and a book to come out? She got what she wanted, you're officially the bad guy here". I spoke.

"I'll always be the bad guy. That's what the world sees me as". He voice got louder. So he reached over and lit up his half of a joint from last night.

"So even if we wanted to go public, we can't now." I asked.

"Why would you want to take this public. It's working perfectly for us". He said and blew the smoke out.

"For you maybe. I'm dodging Chris like my life depends on it because you wanted to keep this quiet for now." I said motioning my hand to the both of us.

"Tell the world then. Just be prepared to be Machine Gun Kellys new girl slash rebound because thats what they are gonna make it" He sighed.

"Colson-"

"No. Emmy, I can't hurt you. Especially with an ex like Megan. She's powerful. If I wanted to fix what happened I would have but I fell out of love. I did all of those things to keep her calm. Yes she bashed my name, but I still have a fan group and a big family willing to do anything for me, to protect me in the limelight. I can't have you be buried alive with this over wasted love". He spoke.

"Then let me help you. Let me be your listening ear. Tell me these things". I whispered.

"And ruin what we have? Baby I wouldn't want to wish that on anybody. Demons, remember"? He sighed, putting the joint out and stood up. Seconds later the door opened.

"Kells". Chris spoke.

I quickly wiped my eyes as Ava ran to me. When Colson nodded at Chris, he turned to Ashley who called him over to the kitchen. I was trying to listen but Ava jumped in my arms.

"Daddy said we can go for breakfast before I leave". She smiled.

I nodded and kissed the top of her nose.

"Absolutely. Let me go get dressed".

As I walked over to the door I was pulled back by Chris and dragged to the room. When he shut the door I crossed my arms.

"Did you see what his girl put out? She's completely turning him to shit. She wrote a whole book". He whispered.

"I'm not gossiping about him. I don't do that to friends". I hissed.

"Lies. You did it to me when we broke up. You called me an abuser". He said, crossing his arms.

"Because you did those things. I lived under a blanket of bruises from you. Don't try to make this about me." I spat.

He nodded and stepped closer. "You're sleeping with him, aren't you"? He asked.

I shook my head. The only true thing that came from my lips the past two days.

"He's my friend".

"I know when you lie Emily. Why do you think I got so angry all the time. You lie constantly". He said.

I rolled my eyes. "I lied to protect myself. You did what you did because of alcohol and bad life choices. What they are going through, doesn't pertain to us at all. Leave it alone". I said and opened the bedroom door. "Now if you excuse me, I need to get dressed".

He gave me a glare as he walked out of the bedroom. As I shut the door I made eye contact with Colson and shut the door.

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I gave Ava a big hug at the airport, wishing she didn't need to go, but she had her little life to handle. School was tomorrow and I had work.

"Remember, mommy loves you and I'll see you in two weeks". I whispered.

She nodded and turned to look at Chris. He nodded and held his hand out to our daughter as she grabbed it. Seconds later they were on their way to the gate.

I slumped my way out of the airport, walking over to the car and got in. I turned to Colson who wore a pair of sunglasses and one of his hats. He quickly pushed the button for the privacy screen so the driver didn't hear us.

"Was she okay"? He asked.

I nodded. "Yeah. It's just hard letting her leave me". I whispered.

Colson took off his hat and sunglasses, pulling me to him so I can lay my head on his shoulder. I guess after the argument we were okay now.

"You're a great mother. When she gets older it will be easier." He whispered.

I nodded and grabbed his hand, playing with the rings on his fingers.

"I'm sorry for losing it on you eariler. I know this is your stuff to handle, not mine". I spoke and looked up at him. "You're right though. Taking it public would be a bad idea".

He grabbed my chin, pulling my lips to his. When he pulled away he shrugged.

"You were right. I should have stuck up for myself and no, taking it public wouldnt be so bad, it would be hard on you". He sighed. "But it's one step at a time".

I nodded and kissed him again, only for him to try and deepen the kiss. I smiled and pulled away.

"Calm down pretty boy."

He smirked and pecked my temple as he pulled me closer to him.

"I can only stay calm for a little while". He whispered.

I'm just praying things stay calm for the time I get to spend with him, because once shit hits the fan, it's my point to step back.

That's something I definitely don't want to do...