My Marketable Mind

My neck sMells like the cigarette you sMoked before we Made out

Desire for you might merge with addiction
Autumn for everyone
For me, February
Falling head over heels
My leather jacket season

You light up a cigarette,
Grasping me into the haze
I feel your heartbeat in my chest
And watch the sparks turn into a fierce blaze

Spotify sesh, wrapped up in your arms
Collaborative playlists
prfct, we jam in your car
I love being descriptive
Same day, same time
A scent on my skin
I would wear it my whole life
My neck smells like the cigarette you smoked before we made out
A secret worth keeping away from the whole town

Our love was like a burning cigarette
The one dangling from your lips
I don't usually smoke but the taste I know from your fingertips
Our love was like a burning cigarette
Short-lived yet addictive

Without you, it gets hard for me to breathe
Your absence would feel like a lifetime of grief

McDonald's, mall back gate
Funny way to put out our first date
Talking to you for hours
Under the stars
Same day, always the right time
A scent on my skin
I would wear it my whole life
My neck smells like the cigarette you smoked before we made out
A secret worth keeping away from the whole town

High key, I'm into you
Morse coded conversations
You're my favorite sunset view
Away from everyone
We'll still work out
How to hide the smell from my neck that smells like the cigarette you smoked before we made out?

Each kiss feels like the first
Underage we were
Wouldn't matter in few months
The sonogram reports showing butterflies in my stomach
Running high on oxytocin, to sum up

Fifth June, Arijit Singh
Kalank and "Hits Different"
By Taylor Swift
I love being descriptive
Right person, wrong time
A scent on my skin
I would wear it whole life
My neck smells like the cigarette you smoked before we made out
A secret worth keeping away from the whole town

"See you next week"

written by vikshar varma (17/6/23)