You want to apologize, why?
There's really no need
Now you feel what I felt
Feels bad, doesn't it?
To choke on you tears
To feel like your heart
Is going to beat outta your chest
I hope you're listening
To what I'm saying
Cause if you aren't
You won't stay afloat
I hope you're drowning
In the pain, the sorrow
Of losing what you once held
So close and so dear
You want to apologize, why?
So you can abuse me again?
No, not this time. Never
Never
I will find someone
Who actually cares
About my well-being
My health, my soul
All the people and memories
That I have always held
So close to me and my
Shattered, tattered empty heart
That's been beating in my chest
Barely keeping me alive
You want to apologize, why?
Wait, don't tell me. I already know
I know what, who you are now
Rude
Entitled
Narcissist
So, you aren't going to apologize to me
No, you aren't
You're going to do it for yourself
But I won't hear it, no. I won't
Because I'm deaf to everything you say
So don't bother, just don't even bother
Let it go
Leave me alone
Just let it go
Just leave me alone
So, you want to apologize
You should have done that sooner
Because now you're dead to me
You will never come back
I will never take you back
You're dead to me
You will never
I will never
Take you back
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Poetry by Dire
PoetryJust a collection of poems that I wanted to write/share with the world. 🖤 Writing poetry is my way of expressing inner feelings; it helps to calm me so I can sleep at night. 🌙 I hope y'all like them! 😊