The Bully Is My Lover

We sleep together?

Jeongin's pov

'Kim fucking Seungmin!' I cursed at him in mind. I will need to make a reminder for myself to teach him a lesson tomorrow. Now, I'm alone in a room with my crush. I don't dare to my mouth and make a conversation. I'm afraid that i would get to nervous and embarrassing myself infront of him so i just sit there on the bed trying to look normal and unbothered by his presence but i think he already see through me. He sat next to me and decide to start the conversation.
"Are you uncomfortable with me?" He asked

"Well, not really. I just have something in mind. There's no need to worry about that though." I told him trying to reassured him

"Then why don't we try to get to know each other more? We barely talk and i know too little about you." He said like he really have interested on befriend me

"Oh, sure but i don't want to start it first." I said agreed with his idea

"I'm fine with that. Anyway, my name is BangChan. You maybe not know this but i used to be in the same high school with Felix back in Australia. I usually spend most of my time making music whenever I can't go to sleep. I also make lots of music with my friends but none of my parents know about it. Your turn!" He said smiled at me. I already know his name but oh well.

"Well, um, my name is Yang Jeongin but my friend called me innie for short. There is nothing interesting about me so I don't know what to say. Also, i don't like sharing what's mine." I introduced myself

"You don't like to share? Then i will take the couch and you can have the bed." He said ready to leave the room

"Wait -no! I was talking about food. Yeah, i don't like to share my food." I said while holding his wrist preventing him from leaving

"Oh, does that mean you don't mind sharing the bed?" He asked with a smile. Actually i don't know if he smile or smirk but let's pretend that he smile.

"No, I'm perfectly fine with it!" I answered a bit too fast

"Then let's sleep together, now!" He walked towards the bed still smiling.

I just layed on the bed and wait for him to join me. Once he layed beside me, i closed my eyes hoping to fall asleep after but unfortunately i can't because I'm too nervous. I felt some movement beside me. Seems like Chan also didn't sleep yet.

"Innie,are you asleep yet?" He asked but i didn't said anything and pretend to sleep

"You know, when the first time i saw you, i could only think of how cute you are whenever you're around you friend, Seungmin, because he always tease you." He paused and i'm trying my best not to make a sound because of me gasping at his words

"To be honest, i was a bit jealous of him because he get to be with you most of the time and he always gets your attention just by teasing you. I want to be in his place... No I want to be him. I want your attention and to spend most of my time together with you." Is he telling the truth? Did he actually mean it?

"Forget it, who am i to be close to you. Who would want to be with me? Haha, even i don't love myself how can anyone love me? Whatever. Goodnight, Innie.." he finally said before turning to the opposite side.

I don't know how to feel about this. Yes, i do like Chan but to learn that he is jealous of Seungmin? He is more than Seungmin to me. He wins my heart, Seungmin wins my trust. I refuse to be away from Seungmin because he is the only one who knows about my situation. I need to stop thinking about this. Goodnight, Channie..