The Bully Is My Lover

Together

i took a deep breath after father left our house to his office. minho seems pretty upset after the dinner. probably from what i said at the dinner but again, i just said what i think. to think that father offered me to become a model, what a surprised. it wouldn't be a surprised if he asked minho because he is an ambassador of Gucci after all. hopefully, i didn't regret my choice

i went straight to the living room where minho is and take a seat beside him.

"hyung" he hummed at me

"you're not mad at me, right?" i asked and he let out a heavy breath and turned to face me

"im not mad but are you sure that it's alright?"

"you know that you will have to fly back to australia and travel around the world as i used to, right?" he looked at me with eyes heavy with concern

i touch his face softly and bring him into a tight hug "i know, hyung. i know" we stayed like that for awhile embracing each other in our own warmth

i do understand that he just want to look out for me but it's time for me to show him that i am as strong as him. i can't always relied to him.

"felix" he whispered softly into my ear. i hummed at him

"hyunjin. you have to tell him sooner that later." he said and that makes my heart shattered. i didn't think carefully about it.

  im so doomed

the next day

today is our first exam of the weeks. it is quiet easy for me since it is english. i would definitely ace it. i should probably announced it today. i can't just keep him in the dark forever.

as i was walking out of the exam hall, i immediately went to the rooftop where we all promised to meet. once i reached the door, i pushed it open and was greeted by my friends sharing their thought about the exam today. i took a seat beside minho and hyunjin and listened to them one by one

"yahhh! im telling the truth! i really can't answer most of the question so i left it blank!" changbin said

"argh! i was so frustrated by the unexpected question like that. i thought it would an easy question like before but who would have thought." he said full of frustration making me rethink if i should tell him about the news. maybe i should wait until the end of exam week

"lix?" minho  called out

"huh?"i looked at them

"you okay? i was asking you how is your exam today but you spaced out" minho asked worriedly

i glanced at everyone and worried were evidence on their face. i felt guilty for making them worried for no reason

"don't worry guess, im just thinking about the next exam since today is quite easy for me" i smiled brightly trying to assure them

"you will probably do well, lix.  don't worry, sunshine" hyunjin tried to cheer me up by giving me his sweet smiles

oh how i wish that i could watch it all days and will never get tired of it but every good things will come to an end. at least let me have this moment with him for as long as i could

the end of the exam week

as i walked out of the exam week with heavy breath but also felt a little relieved that it finally end and i have something to tell hyunjin from the first day of exam week.

i tried to find my friends but they are nowhere to be found until i was pulled into a dark room by strong arms. i tried to wiggle away until i heard a familiar giggled from the taller

"hyunjin?!" 

"hello, dear~" he snuggled into my hair

"why are we in here?"

"no reason. i just want to have you for myself. we are both busy with exam for the whole weeks so i didn't get the chance to hang out with you at all." he said before hugging me tight into his chest

"i truly missed you, felix" he said into my ears making me blushed at the close contact

"i missed you too, jin" 

"i wished we will stay together until we get out of here." his word send a pang of guilty inside me making me hesitated to open my mouth about the news i guess it's going to be later than sooner

then, i received a message from minho. i excused myself for awhile and he let go of me to let me answer minho's text.

My hyung(🐇❤)

have you told him yet?

no, i don't think i will

what? what do you mean?

i felt bad whenever i want to tell him
h

e said something that makes me hesitate

oh, dear, you're going to crush 
t

he poor boy the longer you take

i know hyung but i can't bring myself to
p

lease give me sometime

alright but promised me 
t

hat you will tell him eventually

i will, hyung
i

promised...

i closed the phone and went back to face hyunjin.

"so, who is it?"

"just minho telling me to go home after the exam. he got something to do so he can't pick me up" i said half lies, half truth

"oh then, let me send you home!" he offered excitedly

"sure and maybe we could hang out at my house" i suggested and he agreed before we both walked to the exit

once we arrived, i let him in first before i step in and closed the door. i told him to wait for me at the living room while i make something to drink. i even told him to search for movies that we can watch together

when i walked to the living room, i was greeted by hyunjin laid on his back on the sofa with his white t-shirt lifted up a bit exposing his hard rock abs making my mouth watering at the perfect view. i cough a bit to catch his attention and he did lifted his gazed to stared at me.

"come, lix. lay on me" he held out his hand for me to take before he pulled me to lay on him

we watch the movies for hours. i heard a soft snored under me and i found that hyunjin had fallen asleep while watching movies with me. maybe he already worn out enough on the last exam paper. when i think about it. i should also take a nap so i reached for the remote before turning of the movie and sleep on top of the taller while his hand climbed on to my back and cuddled me closer. i felt so comfortable to be hearing his calm breathing and watching his sleeping face before i feel into my slumber