The Bully Is My Lover

the misunderstanding

Felix's

I sighed at our messages. I can't believe that i just lied to him. I hate lying to others but i really need some space to relax.

Am i making the right thing?

I didn't even care to asked for explanation from him.. it's wrong

But he hugged her so lovingly and his eyes full with happiness

Still, you shouldn't assumed thing without asking

Whatever, sooner or later he will probably get tired of me

Oh no, yongbok, you're at it again..

Stupid of me to think that he is the one. Who would want me when i have this ugly freckles! Oh i wish it would disappear so bad!

And minho would be so upset if he knows that you think of yourself like that.

*Knock, knock*

"Felix? Can i come in?" It's Minho. Did he skipped his last period just to find me?

I stayed silent for a minute before replying to him. He opened my door slowly and looking around my dark room. He went straight to my bed and sit beside me.

"What's wrong, baby?" He really likes to call me baby when I'm in my vulnerable state

"Can you cuddle me while we're at it?" I asked wanting to feel some warmth

He nodded and smiled so sweetly at me. I immediately went into his arms and he caged me in his arms as if he is protecting me from any threat

"I went to meet hyunjin after my second period but i saw him hugging a girl.."

"Do you want me to cut his dick?" He blunty asked with serious tone

"No! Let me finish first!" I hold him tight

"I don't know what to expect but i ran and think of the worst possibility ever." I continued

"Are you saying that you want meet to him and confront him?" He asked and i nodded

He looked at me with concerns in his eyes.

"You sure?" I nodded again with more confidence and he sighed in defeated

"Alright but if you need any help, don't hesitate." He said before hugging me closer. I slowly nodded against his chest

I felt kind of nervous to meet him today. After all, I've been avoiding him yesterday. He probably hate me for lying to him.

Calm down, yongbok! Let's get this thing done and follow the flows.

I find an empty table near the window with two chairs only. I ordered for a hot chocolate and an ice americano for hyunjin.

I inhaled the smell of the hot chocolate. It so sweet and calming with the warmth it radiates. It calmed my nerves a bit until the doorbell rang and the familiar scent of lavender entering my nose

"Yongbok?" The soft voice calling my name and it makes me flustered no matter how many times he said my names

"Yongbok, is everything alright?" I still didn't move to look at him. He walked up to me and touch my cheeks making it even redder that it was

"Talk to me, bok. You make me so worried.. did i do something wrong?" He asked gently, voice full with concerns.

I slapped his hand away and looked at him straight in the eyes and regain my confidence.

"Are you cheating on me?" I asked with one breath and he looked confused. Why?

"What are you talking about, baby?"

"Don't call me that if you're not going to answer my question!" I raised my voice a little

He sighed. "I don't know what makes you think like that but i really don't cheat on you, and never think of doing it."

"Really?" I asked with a blunt face

"Yes, love. I wouldn't play with your feelings." (That's what they said before they turning their back on us..sorry for interrupting)

"Alright, i trust you...you remember when you told me that i can meet khami?" I asked while slowly looking at him

He nodded his head

"Can i go and meet him today?" I asked. I've been wanting to meet khami this whole time and i think this is the right time

"Yes, of course! I've been wanting to asked you to come to my house and meet someone." He said feeling so excited

"Alright, when are we going?"

"Right after we finish our drink." He said before drinking his coffee

"Well, welcome to my house. It's not as special as yours but it is cozy and comfortable." He said after opening the door for me to get out

"You're kidding right? There is almost nothing different compared to Minho's" i said. His house is big. Just as big as Minho's but a bit more lively. Flowers planted everywhere around the house making it surrounding so calming and beautiful.

"No, i do not. Forget it and lets get inside." He said after opening the door with his key

"Sorry if it is messy. I didn't have much time to clean the house. KHAMI! I'm home!" He shouted and a fluffy creature running towards him and jumped into his arms.

He hugged the creature closed to his chest and his eyes shone brightly.

"And this is khami. Khami, this is my boyfriend, Felix." He pushed khami to my chest, forcing me to held it and i did.

He told me to sit down on the couch and turned on the tv. I put khami on my lap and i wait for hyunjin to join us.

After he put the drinks and snacks on the table, he sat beside me and snake his arm around my shoulder.

While watching the tv show, there was a sound of a front door opened indicating that someone is entering the house.

"Jin, I'm here!" It's a female voice?

I spin my head around to take a good look at the person and to my shock.

It's her..

"Oh, you have a guest?" The beautiful girl said

I cannot hear my heartbeat beating right now. I still don't get it. Are they friend?lover?

"What are you doing here? Aren't you supposed to be with Ryujin right now?" Hyunjin said as if he doesn't have his boyfriend beside him

"She is out with her family so i thought i could visit you."

"Hello there cutie. What's your name?" She asked once she standing Infront of me

I could hear hyunjin sighed beside me. Is he okay?

"Felix, this is my twin sister, yeji. Yeji, this is the boy that i was talking about, felix, my boyfriend." He introduced us and i was dumbfounded

"Oh my, you really were not lying when you said that he is gorgeous and ethereal. Boy i would date you if im still single." She said still scanning my face

"Oh fuck off! This boy is mine, you witch ass." He pulled me into his arms

"Boy, sharing is caring." She rolled her eyes

I felt overwhelmed by the situation right now.

"I thought she is your new girlfriend though." I mumbled to myself but sadly the twin heard it

"Ew yuck! Me and this overdramatic looking guy? No way in hell" she said side-eyeing hyunjin

"Overdramatic? Well fuck you! I look hot as hell okay. Anyone would be head over heels to date me." Hyunjin said flipping his long hair

I should have know from their similarity. Cat eyes, nose, mouth, eyebrows, blond hair.

How do i clean the misunderstanding now..