The Bully Is My Lover

I will wait

"Oh really?"

We have been walking around for hours. We stop by shop to shop and enjoy the atmosphere here. From time to time, i would buy him some food or drink. While walking, we talked about some random stuff to each other.

"Yeahh, i sometime woke up with furs on my face. Hyung told me that his cats love me just as much as he loves them." He giggles quietly but i could still hear it.

"Hm, do you likes pet?" I asked even tho i already know the answer

"Of course, yes. I mean they're all cute." He said and smile widely to me

"Would you like to meet my dog, kkami?" I asked him curiously

He gasped and then turned to me. He looked at my eyes with his beautiful one full of stars. I look at his freckles. They are so pretty. I would love to kiss all of his freckles.

"Can i really meet kkami?" He asked me back with hope in his eyes

"Of course you can. I would never say no if you asked." I smiles sweetly at him

I can feel happiness radiates from him. He looks very happy and i would love to see him happy everyday. Knowing that I'm the reason for his happiness also makes me happy.

Then, he stopped walking causing me to stop walking too. I glanced at him and he seems mesmerized by something. I followed his gaze and i start to understand his reaction. I smile softly at him before take him by the hand. He woke up from his trance and look at me.

"Do you wanna ride it with me?" I asked him still smiling so softly at him. He spat no words but only nodded vigorously. Then, i pulled him towards the ferris wheel.

We entered the ride and take seat beside each other. We watched the scenery when the ride started to move. Felix gasped and i turned to him.

"It so beautiful up here." He said with full admiration.

"Look, Jinnie. So pretty!"

"Yes.. so pretty.." I stare at him with so much adoration

He look at me and we both make an eye contact. His face started to blush and he lick his lip. I think I'm starting to understand now... I leaned towards his face and he did the same. I pulled him by the waist closer to my body and a hand lifted his chin.

He close his eyes and i started to do the same. I could feel how high we are right now and i also could feel his hot breathe hitting my face. I feel the warmth inside my body and my head felt dizzy. I do realise what I'm about to do and i am very certain about it. I need him, i want him, i craved him, i love him.

My lips touched his. He placed his hand on my shoulder and i pulled him even closer than before. The kisses were full of love. No lust was engulfed in this kiss. Just love only.

I was the ine pulled away first. We looked into each other's eyes without breaking the eye contact. I decided to confess it all before it's too late.

"Lee Felix, we may step at the wrong foot when first met but ever since we were brought together as a friends made me realised. I want to start it over by approaching nicely but i know that the past will always be the past. Every time, every minute, every second i spend with you, i treasure it all. I want ro see you smile, i want to be the reason you smile, i want to hear you laugh and i want to be the reason you laugh. I want you to be happy, i want to be one of the person that makes you happy, i wanted to protect you with all i have. So will you let me be your boyfriend?" I confessed all of my feelings for him

The confession sounds like a wedding vow. Might as well use it when the times come.

I can see how shocked he was from my confession. Then, blush started to creep up onto his cheeks.

"I..i, this is truly shocking. I don't know how to felt about this. I am still unsure of my feelings for you. I do like you, really. You've been nice to me ever since the day you went to Minho's house. I hope you could give me more time to think about this.." he said smiling so sweetly to me while holding my hands so tightly.

"Yeah, take all the time you need. I will wait for you answer." I smiled genuinely at him

"But..could we still..k-kiss and give each others.. psychical affection?" He asked with hopes in his eyes

"Of course, baby. Your wish is my command." I said bringing our face closer to each other. Our forehead touched and he gives me a beautiful smiles.

I want nothing more than to complete this book.