A few weeks after the celebration, the boys have become inseparable. Wherever they go, they will always be together. Their friendships grow stronger each days.
However, there is something fishy between Seungmin and Changbin. They both seems to be distancing from each other these day. Ever since we won, Changbin always hang out with his childhood friends, Wooyoung and Yeonjun.
While, Seungmin would walked away from their group and study in the library most of the time. He seems to distract himself a little bit lately by studying a lot.
Their behaviour making everyone worried. Especially chan since he's the oldest.
"Are you going to the library again today?" Jeongin asked while taking a seat beside Seungmin
"Yeah but i will come home early today."
"You know, studying a lot wouldn't do you any good. You will exhausted yourself, hyung." The younger frowned
"What's the matter? You just call me hyung just now." Seungmin raised his eyebrows and teased the younger
"Can you be serious right now? It was obvious that you're not okay." Now it is Jisung who is talking
Seungmin just kept silent and looked at the floor. He felt pressured by his friend's question. He wanted to spill everything to his friend but was afraid of their reaction. As much as he tried to hide it, felix saw it all by looking at his body language.
"Come on now, i could see through you and you are hiding something from us." Felix step infront of him and place his hand onto his shoulder
Seungmin raised his head and look into Felix's eyes. The older have a very serious look on his face making the other sighed in defeat.
"It's nothing serious, really...i just--" he hesitated and looked anywhere but felix
The grip on his shoulder getting tighter every second he tried to moved away.Jisung had enough of it and pushed Seungmin's other shoulder making the other stumbled a little to the back
"For fuck sake! Just tell us alrea--"
"I'M TRYING!"
Everyone gone quiet. They all look at Seungmin. They saw tears gathered in his eyes threatening to fall.
"I'm trying,okay? I fucking tried to but i can't say it without getting myself frustrated. Just give me some time." He finally let a tear rolled down to his cheek
Felix loosened his grip on his shoulder and step back a little to give the other some space to breathe and to calm down. Jeongin already stand closer to Felix while jisung still standing near the other.
"Please.." he plead and jisung finally step back just a few centimetres from him
he sighed and leaned on the nearest wall for a support. he felt so weak under the pressure and stress.
''i just can't control myself from hate his friend. you know, wooyoung...'' he confessed
''why? what did he do wrong to make you hate him?'' felix getting more curious
''NOTHING! he did..nothing and i hate myself for that..''
"then why would you?'' now it's jeongin turns to ask
"because he always steal changbin away from us." he looked away knowing that he only stated half truth
"he is changbin's best friend. i don't see anything wrong with that." jisung step in
"No! how are you so sure that they are just friend?!"
he felt something unpleasent in his stomach. he hates it
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The Bully Is My Lover
FanfictionFelix, a boy from Australia,moved to Korea to live with his brother, Lee Minho. Despite his struggle to get used to the culture there, he managed to make a few friends and maybe a crush? He found comfort whenever he is around his crush and he seek f...