I missed us

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Freens pov

I don't know how long we have been sleeping. I started to feel a blunt pain in my lower back. I tried to adjust my position on the chair. I made sure that I was not disturbing Becky.

Something feels weird about the seductive encounter this afternoon. I should have stopped Becky from doing it. It was my mistake that I craved her touch, her presence around me and oh my lord, her mouth does magic.

After seven long years, I am meeting her again.
We had so much to talk about, but also think that talking about the past may provoke something unwanted between us. I have to tell her the truth about Anya until I'm not claiming you Becbec.

I woke up to a hand caressing my abs, it was Becky. I know how obsessed she is with my abs. That's the primary reason I didn't stop working out. I slowly open my eyes to see Becky on me. Her face is still in my neck.

"Did I wake you up?

"No Becbec. Do you wanna go inside?"

Becky remains silent. She was thinking something I don't know what.

"Becky sorry". I said with genuine love.

"Sorry! For what?" She asked. She was confused, her voice seemed very soft.

"For what happened in the evening. For yelling at you and for......for.... thrusting too hard". I couldn't finish the sentence.

She lifted her face. I could see her face in that gloomy moonlight. She looked endearing. She inclined closer cupped my face and rested her forehead in mine. She stroked her thumb on my both cheeks. Our noses were brushing, we were breathing the same air. I wanted to feel like, I've been longing for this. I closed my eyes to inhale the air that was loaded with Becky's fragrance. I wanted to stick it in my lungs eternally.

"Freen...." she called me

"Mm..."

"Shall I ask you something?"

"You can ask me anything", I assured her.

"I know how powerful you are. I know the contacts you have. I know you can pass through when not even thin air could pass. Why didn't you try to come and see me? Freen England is not too far, not for you. You don't have to answer if you don't want to".

My answer will break her more. She'd feel wretched after hearing my response.

"I came to England. I came to see you. I saw you, Becky."

Her eyes were widened to its maximum extent in disbelief.

"I came to England after Anya was born. I wanted to tell you....I....was... I was desperate to tell you about her but I was not sure to show up at your doorstep because of what happened the last time when I did that. I decided to contact you through Nop's PA. I know for sure you wouldn't meet me if you knew I was the person. So I told him that I'm representing SRCH company and wanted to talk to you about business. But you refused to meet me. I even tried some more times with different company names after that. You rejected every time. I would wait outside your manor every morning in a tinted car just to see you. After every idea of meeting you failed I thought to meet you directly. I stalked to for a while day and was building the courage to talk to you. You went to the bar that evening, I followed you to the bar. I saw you drinking with a man. You.... You... kissed him ".

I gulped the agony blocking my throat.

"I saw you with my eyes, how hard were you trying to fall out of the love you had for me? I decided not to see you again. I thought leaving you was the best thing I could do at that time. I left and I never came to England".

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