I Can't Let You Go

Chapter 1

Jasmine's POV
As I layed in my bed, and stared up at the ceiling, I was the most confused I had ever been in my life. I couldn't decide. One part of me is telling me to do something, while the other was telling me to do something completely different.
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"Lindy, can I talk to you?" I asked, my voice shaking.
"Sure, what's up?" Lindy smiled and began to walk over to our favorite blue couch at Rumble Juice as Delia followed.
"Alone? No offense Delia." Delia nodded and went to go sit at one of the booths with Logan and Garrett.
"So, listen. I've been thinking a lot lately about Owen."
"Yeah, what about him?"
"I've been thinking about...breaking up."
"Why!?" Lindy exclaimed, "He treats you so well."
"Yeah, but that's not what I want right now."
"What do you mean?" Lindy looked super confused.
"That's just not what I want."
"Then what do you want?"
"I want one person and one person only...Logan." Lindy's jaw dropped. It felt stranger saying the words aloud. But it was true. Owen is a great guy and all, but I couldn't keep dating him when all I thought about was Logan. He always seemed to appear in my mind somehow every second of the day. I thought about when we fake dated, when we danced together, when we hugged, and everything. But everytime I thought about it, I thought about the heartbreak associated with it. How upset I'd been. How many times I had bawled my eyes out in my room and no one knew. It broke my heart to think I was going to give up someone who liked me for someone who I don't think does. But I guess that's just what my heart wanted. And like Selena Gomez says, the heart wants what it wants.
"Oh my gosh! Have you still liked him this entire time you were dating Owen?" Lindy's eyes were huge.
"Yeah..."
"Jaz, that's so sweet."
"Thanks. Now I have to get going. I'm supposed to meet Owen at the mall, but I think I'm going to break up with him tonight." I smoothed out my skirt, got up, and left Rumble Juice. I needed to do this.