June 20th, 2023

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TW: SVICIDE ATTEMPT, SH


I tried to end it all last night.

My attempt was unsuccessful. 

I regret trying. I'm now in a depressing spiral of pain again.

The ropes that remained around my neck dropped to the floor as I felt light-headed.

I looked at myself in the mirror. What had I become?

I regret existing. 

I wish my attempt last year worked. 

December is in 6 months. If I can last that long, I'll wish all my friends a fantastic year in 2024.

I wish them the best.

This is short. I was writing in my diary again today. 

"I tried. And it failed. I broke my ropes."

I dropped my pen as I laid down in my bed, shutting my eyes.

Hoping that my dream is better than this stupid reality that we call the "real world"

I hate it here. 

"On"

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