GoodBoy [ BANGCHAN X READER ]

19: Label

CHAN POV

Then it hit me. I looked down at Y/n's figure with wide eyes. We didn't use a condom.

Thoughts ran threw my head as I waited for her to wake up. 

It wasn't soon before I felt her head move to look up at me.

"Are you okay? You're breathing is fast," she said.

"Y/n, we didn't use a condom," I said worried

"Chan I'm on birth control," she replied and laid back down on my chest.

I let out a breath of relief.

"So about what just happened," Y/n started to say drawing circles on my chest.

"Heat of the moment," I said quickly before she could say anything else.

I don't know why I said that. I should've been truthful but I just didn't want to get turned down.  The last time this happened she said it was the heat of the moment so I just...I just said this time was in the heat of the moment too. I shouldn't attach feelings to anything that she wouldn't reciprocate. So just for right now, I'll try to think of it like that.

I could hear her pause then she replied.

"Right, heat of the moment," she said.

We lay in silence for a while before I heard her stomach growl.

"You hungry?" I chuckled.

"Mayyybe," she said.

"What are you craving?"

"Ramen,"

"I'll go make us some, wait here," I said.

Y/N POV

My heart sank when he labeled this moment like that.

Serves me right though. I gave these moments that label first, but I just didn't want things to be awkward, now that I think about it. It's going to be awkward either way.

While I waited for Chan to fix the ramen, I started to move the over-table back over the bed. I found the remote to turn back on the movie then fast-forwarded through the rest of the scene.

I made room for the food and laid back down after finding my phone. I texted Lee Know asking if he was up from his nap.

"It's ready," I heard Chan shout before he made his way to the room. He opened the door with two bowls in his hand, pulling me out of my thoughts.

"Hurry up, I'm hungry," I said rushing Chan over.

He hurried over with a wide smile on his face.

"We can just finish the movie we were watching earlier," I said, watching his face get flushed.

"Oh okay," he replied.

We finished watching the movie and decided to start back painting again.

"How should I start?" Chan asked.

"I don't know," I said giggling.

"Should I start with the water or should I start with something else?"

"It honestly doesn't matter. We can do a base paint layer if you want but I usually don't. It might help you to not feel so nervous to paint though,"

"No it's okay, I'll just follow you and how you do it,"

"Okay, well let's get to it," I said.

I started painting a little bit and then looked at Chan. There wasn't a drop of color on his canvas yet. I could see the hesitation in his eyes as his hand refused to touch the canvas. He held the paintbrush in his hand with paint on it, but couldn't bring himself to touch the canvas with it.