"All this wouldn't be happening if I just had sex with her." says Ian
"You shouldn't really force yourself into being what you're not." I say
"Kash is..." says Ian
"Yeah, well he says in the show he didn't know he was gay til after he got married." I say
"Fuck that, from now on I'm just gonna be straight." says Ian
"Not that easy." I say
"How would you know?" asks Ian
"I like guys, and I can't picture myself only liking girls. Makes me a bit uncomfortable." I say
"Yeah, well, lately I feel like I wouldn't mind being with a girl." he says
I pause, "As in sex or dating?"
"Both? I-I don't know. It's confusing. I know I didn't like Mandy, but maybe I just wasn't into her that way." says Ian
"It could be a harmless change to the plot." I shrug
"I thought the plot changing was dangerous." says Ian
"Sometimes good, sometimes bad. I wasn't originally in the show, so that might have affected it. But then again, I didn't come here on purpose. I mean I did, but not here in the show. So maybe that's why it's harmless." I say
"Well, if there's a girl that I feel pretty comfortable with, maybe I wouldn't mind being... Not gay." he says
"What, like bi?" I ask, he shrugs and nods.
"Up to you, dude. Find your comfort." I say
"Yeah. It's just confusing, so many thoughts are going through my mind because I always thought I'd be gay." says Ian
"Well, I sometimes think I'm gay until I gag or get uncomfortable at the thought of another girls throbbing pussy anywhere near my face." I say (again, if this doesn't fit your sexuality, pls ignore and change anyway you'd like :)
Ian laughs, "Well, that's the thing. I don't know how I feel about it. But I'm not as uncomfortable as before. Maybe I just haven't met a girl that I'd like yet and it always happened to be guys. But... I don't know. I might not be gay. But I'm going to identify as gay unless I prove myself otherwise."
"You do you, dude." I say
***
Later that day, there was an old lady in the living room, I look at her confused then realization hits.
"Hey, Aunt Ginger." I say.
The whole family takes pictures with her and spends time with her in general. We get the house ready and make it seem like the fake Aunt Ginger is real, since the real one is dead. Abby should be here tomorrow to ask some questions.
After that Ian, Lip, and I head upstairs. We see Steve talking to Fiona, then we see Mickey and his brothers approach our house.
"Hey! Yeah, you. You, uh, you see Ian in there?" asks Mickey
"Not home." says Steve, thanks bro.
"You knew when he's coming back?" asks Mickey
"No, man. Not a clue." says Steve as he gets in his car.
"Yeah. Alright, fuckhead." says Mickey, then looks at our window. The 3 of us quickly move away.
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