Our Love | Taekook ✓

♡ Chapter- 50 (Ending)

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"Finally i found you hyungie" Jungkook whispers, teary eyes stare at the grave in front him.

His brother's grave.

After the DNA test Ji-hoon is again placed in his previous place, besides his lover. Chang Siwoo.

Jungkook place the sunflowers on Ji-hoon grave, sunflower was his brother's favourite.

"How are you?" He asked after keeping his shoes a side and sitting beside the stone.

"You are good there I'm sure because at least you got Siwoo hyung with you. And also free from this awful world." He said while looking at the sunset. The sky turned little orange and the sun was half way down. After jin and Namjoon left he thought to visit his brother.

He place his head on his knees while looking at the setting sun. " I got your and Taehyung's revenge. Oh you probably don't know him. So lemme introduce my husband. Yes husband. Kim Taehyung. He was my bodyguard. We slowly fall in love with each other yes knowing the expected consequences. Now if I think... You know hyung" he stopped for few second.

After taking a deep breathe Jungkook started again. " Maybe... It was my fault... Actually not maybe! It was my fault. He kept telling me how there was never forever for us. He was right hyung. But i was so selfish, so desperate for him. Even knowing the consequences i keep pulling him towards me. My... My love ended him hyung... He was afraid that his love gonna ruin me... But in reality my love ruined him. And i watched it in front me... How did you felt when dad killed Siwoo hyung in front you?" He asked knowing he never gonna get any answer. As he looked at his brother's grave while head still rest on his knees,

His doe eyes held so many complaints, so many unsaid things. But lips was too wobbly to utter any words. He took some minutes to gather himself.

" If you ask me how i felt that time.. I felt like dying. When I saw him taking his last few breathe in my arms I thought dead would be less painful than this. Seeing him slowly getting away from me and-and i- could only watch! And you know what hurts the most.. when i remember his face, red with his blood but still! Eyes held so much love for me. How? How could he still look at me like that? Like I was the only thing matters. The pain on his body, the bullet on his stomach, nothing changed his eyes. Those eyes still held only love for me until he closed them"

" I never asked anything from God. Never asked God to make my mother love me. Never asked God to make my father hit me less. I only asked God to keep you safe but God can't even do that! And when I asked Taehyung, God can't even give him to me! Do god really exist hyung? If yes then why whenever I asked anything god turned his face away from me?" He asked, complaining to his brother like he used to do when he was small.

" I can still hear taehyung saying... Don't blame yourself nothing is not your fault. But what is not my fault hyung!! What? When I made him come back to me again! Made him say yes to me! Made him come into relationship? What was not my fault? Ask him to marry me? Or left him alone in the house when i fucking knew it! My father gonna come anytime sooner! What was not my fault hyung? Say please! Because if I look from this angle it was my fault and even I look from different angles i could only see my fault! Please- please somebody tell me why is not my fault?! I request i-i atleast give me one reason... So-so I can at least breathe without thinking i killed him.. i killed my love.. " and he broke down. Sobbing like a baby.

"B-but i just loved him... I just wanted him.. di-d i asked too much?"

The guilt is too much for his heart, the guilt was leaving taehyung that day. Maybe if he stayed when Dongwook came..maybe they would have run away from here together.. or maybe he never proposed the older. If they were never together taehyung would have alive today.