Basketball player ● cakeツ

✦ thirty six ✦

sn; guys I got suspended for writing smut at school lol. oh and btw it won't let me put pictures in the media so idk.
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[hemmings]

My cuts were exposed, my burns were exposed, all the regret and hurt was exposed. "I-I.." Was what I heard as my eyes were closed shut, my body naked for Calum to see. "W-Why!" I heard him sniffle but also cry out loud. I opened my eyes, he was on his knees, holding his head between his hands.

I broke.

I dropped down with him, the warm water brushing off his back. "I-I love you, why? W-Why would y-you.." He looked up, his eyes glossy but I really couldn't tell because of the water that fell from the shower head. "Let's t-talk, I'll um — just finish up." I told him.

He nodded, his bottom lip quivering and his eyes squinty from the water. I got out of the shower, wrapping a towel around my waist and heading out to Calum's room.

I pulled one of his Metallica shirts over my head and put on my skinny jeans, not caring about the squeeze it gave my legs. Minuets later Calum came out, shirtless with basketball shorts on.

I watched him as he slowly sat down beside me, hurt look in his eyes. "What's on your mind?" I asked, pulling him towards me. He gave an emotionless smile that soon faded, "Y-You are w-worth everything in t-this world, y-you are amazing and so m-much more, w-why would you do this and think d-different?" He looked at me, his eyes watery.

I sighed, "I was hurt, I didn't know how to numb the pain," i admitted, "p-please forgive me." I took his hand in mind, squeezing it gently. "I f-forgive you, just please p-promise you won't touch yourself like t-that ever again, I'm a-always here if something is w-wrong." He pecked my forehead briefly.

I nodded, not wanting to press this conversation any much further. We moved our positions to lying on the bed, his head against my chest and my arms wrapped around him so securely but not so tight.

I thought back to my surprise that I was planning for princess, it was a date. I set up a beautiful scenery but in fact, I did order from a very expensive Chinese buffet so the food would still taste amazing and would be good enough for the first date then I would hope to make love to him afterwards.

I sighed, wanting to go back to that day and just re-doing my mistakes into good outcomes.

[hood]

His heart was thumping and also increasing, I didn't know I could notice the little things as little as his heart rate increase. "How bout' that surprise, huh?" He chuckled, his chest vibrating.

I played with the hem of his shirt, plastering a smile on my face. "I'd r-really love it, now." I demanded, getting up and looking at him. "Restaurant or home?" He asked, eyebrows furrowed.

I laughed, "It's d-doesn't matter, darling, a-as long as I'm w-within your presence." I kissed his cheek, my lips slightly lingering on the spot.

"I'd rather take you home, but tomorrow, because I need time to plan." He kissed my temple. I smiled, beginning to play with his soft blonde hair.

Before we could continue the small gestures and sharing kisses there was a knock at the door. Luke and I both went to the door, myself opening it as he stood behind me.

When I opened the door I expected to see Ashton or something, I didn't not expect to see a man who looked very sophisticated, his hair slicked back with a fair amount of gel.

He was at least in his late twenties. I smiled, "Hello, I'm Professor Williams, are you.." He took out a paper and smiled in satisfaction, "Calum hood?" He looked back up.

I nodded, a small smile on my face so I didn't come out to be rude. First impressions are a good thing. "And who is this?" He pointed to the boy behind me. I smiled, "Luke, Luke i-is my b-boyfriend." I spoke bluntly but maybe too quick, his eyes widened but then softened.

"Anyways, I was going to send you the letter from Harvard, I'm one of the head deans, in fact my father owned Harvard." He sounded proud and I was somehow stunned.

I felt Luke's fingertips grip onto the back of my shirt. "Nice to m-meet you, may I a-ask why you are h-here?" His grip was tight, almost as tight as his skinny jeans.

Ha, I'm funny. "Well, I wanted to give you the news that you will be attending Harvard but there is a small twist." He looked hesitant, he also had style but I never pointed that out. "You'll be leaving in a week, missing your graduation." He sighed but still kept the smile prominent on his face.

I nodded. "Well, give me a call about the details and I'll give you time to think about things, yeah?" He handed me his number, "Yes, sir, t-thank you." I smiled, nodding but was actually tearing apart inside. "Call me Carter." He winked. I tensed up, nodding and shutting the door.

The tight grip that was on my shirt quickly went loose after I closed the door. I pressed my back against the door, slightly crumpling the paper between my hand and swallowing the lump in my throat.

"So, Harvard, Huh?" Luke spoke dead panned. I nodded, pursing my lips into a thin line. "So you're going right? We can't be together." He laughed.

My heart leaped, but not the good type of leap. "W-We can, though. I still have the s-summer to spend with y-you." I grabbed both his hands and tried not to cry.

"Summer love, hey? Just a fucking summer love." He sat on the floor, releasing our hands. I sighed, "No! W-We can make this w-work, please.." I crawled into his lap so he wouldn't leave or pace around.

I felt his hands hold my hips loosely, his eyes meeting mine. "P-Promise you'll make t-this work." I whispered, wrapping my arms around his neck. He looked hesitant, "But how do I know it really will?" He asked, stroking my cheek.

"J-Just promise, you will try. I-I can't loose you." I kissed his lips shortly before pulling away again. "I promise, Princess." He kissed me again and I felt so alive. We slowly pulled away from the kiss, a little squeak coming along with it, I giggled.

"You are s-such a loser." I poked his nose. He whimpered, "You are such a weirdo." He nuzzled his nose to mine, Eskimo kissing.

I laughed, "We s-should get off t-the floor." He picked me up, my legs wrapped around his waist and my arms tangled around his neck as his hands grasped my bum so I wouldn't fall.

"I love you." I whispered, so quietly so he didn't hear it. I didn't want to feel the pain of him not saying it back.

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✦AW OTP OTP OTP SAME

SO HARVARD HUH

IDK WHERE HARVARD IS SO IM GOING TO SAY ITS IN BOSTON BUT I RLLY ISNT BC IK FROM CANADA AND I DONT KNOW HOW FUCKING USA WORKS

SHIT HEY

BUT THEY LIVE IN WASHINGTON AND BOSTON IS LIKE FAR AWAY PLS SAY YES BC I NEED IT TO BE FOR THE PLOT TWIST??? ok

I LOVE U GUYS HAVE A GREAT SHINING MAGNIFICENT DAY BABES

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