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[hemmings]

His lips were on Dezzy's. My heart broke, well, it already was.

"Calum?" I blinked slowly. I knew it, I knew he'd be with someone else during this time break. "L-Luke? What are y-you doing here?" His eyes, his big brown eyes weren't the same. His pupils were dilated. I remember them soft and gentle.

"Oh! Hey man." Dezzy had the guts to stand up, pat me on the back. Play it cool Luke, I told myself mentally. "Hey man!" It was fake. I'm hurting.

"What ya' doing here? Especially with Mary." He pecked Mary's cheek. Get Calum jealous Luke. "Aye, man, she's mine." I laughed, pulling her waist. She smelled slightly weird.

"New girl, hey?" He laughed, patting my back. I peered at Calum. His shoulders slumped and his hand intertwined with Dezzy's. Fuck. I'm so jealous.

He should be with me, he should be my princess, darling, baby boy, just mine. Not Dezzy's or Michael's. Mine.

"I see you and Calum are quite close." I winked, trying to hide my hurt. "Yeah, actually we planned a date tomorrow. You could double if ya' want?"

A DATE? A FUCKING DATE?! I WILL CUT YOU.

"I'd love to." I smiled at both boys.

[hood]

A double date? Are you fucking kidding me? "Who wants to play truth or dare!?" Dezzy yelled. Fuck, no. I pulled him down, so he'd sit beside me.

Mary and Luke on the couch across from us. I feel Luke's sea blue eyes burning on my skin. I tensed, moving closer to Dezzy.

"You alright?" He whispered as people piled in a circle to play truth or dare. I smiled, giving a small nod. Why is Luke with Mary? Why am I with Dezzy?

I just thought he could help me too. Help me get my mind off my love. But that obviously didn't work.

"Alright, who's going first?" A random girl asked the group. "Me!" Dezzy quickly spoke, he's so blunt and happy. I wish I could be like him. Sigh.

"Okay, uh, Luke. Truth or dare?" He wiggled his eyebrows at the blonde boy that has his arm draped around that skank. "Hm, truth."

Truth? Yes. Well, no. I don't know. Kind of want him to reveal himself and kind of want to see him do something stupid.

"Okay, hm," dezzy looked like he was thinking hard, "oh! Anyone in the school you'd fuck again?" Luke wasn't amused nor upset.

This was normal for him. "Calum Hood."

[hemmings]

I don't give a fuck anymore, Harry probably already told half the people at school.

"Calum Hood." I blurted, eyeing Calum and Dezzy. "Calum? You mean this Calum?" Dezzy grabbed Calum shirt gently, Everyone was ouuing, looking at us with judgement.

"Yeah, that," I pointed to the tan boy, ignoring Mary by my side, "is my princess." I nodded, biting my lip.

It didn't take long for Calum to get up, running out of the room into the pool of people. "Never knew you were gay, man." Dezzy spoke, I rolled my eyes.

I groaned, getting up and ignoring the stares as I explored the house to find Calum.

[hood]

Everyone knows. Everyone knows about Luke and I. I'm afraid, afraid of judgement and possibly losing myself.

"Princess?" No, no, no. He can't be here right now. I curled up in a ball, ignoring the voice.

"Princess, please . . . Speak to me." His voice was soft and shaky. "Go away! I-I said time! Y-You didn't give me f-fucking time!" I yelled, curling up smaller if even possible. "Stop yelling, come here." He demanded.

I huffed, not speaking. I'm having so many emotions. I can't take it. I want to leave already. "Talk to me! I don't know why you are so upset . ." His voice sounded like an angel's voice, so warm, so gentle, so soft.

But when he was mad and loud, he was like hells angel's. "Baby boy, darling, Princess, love, please."

Words. I wanted those three words to escape his mouth. It may help me, it may make me want to jump into his arms and never let him go. It may make me want to die, though because I know he's lying.

"Y-You didn't respect my c-choice." I whispered, sniffling as his body sat beside mine. "I tried, I tried so hard to leave you be but I can't. I love you too much to let you go, even if it's temporary."

I love you. Fuck, I want to feel his lips pressed against mine. I want to feel his body against mine. I want to feel his warm skin against mine. I want him all. But I can't show my weak side, I can't give in so easily and quickly. I still need time to heal.

"I k-know, but I'm slowly t-taking all this i-in, and I j-just . . i want to go h-home." I cried, my voice still coming out as a whisper. "Let me take you home." His hand touched mine, it burned.

Everywhere he touched it burned, but a good burn. I felt alive. "What a-about Mary?" I ruined the moment, fuck me. "She's probably drunk already, let her mingle, let's go." He helped me up from the bathroom floor and went out into the exposed hallway.

People grinding, also giving us judgemental glances and a few that looked sympathetic. We made it to the car in one mine, well, I should say two piece, there's two of us.

"Mine or yours?" He asked. I thought, I want cuddles and kisses. "M-Mine." Im only hurting myself, staying away from Luke is making me weaker and weaker.

We drove to my home, it felt like years before we pulled up to my driveway. "Want me to come in . . or?" He was asking me to let him in again. Does that mean I'll be getting hurt again? Sigh.

"I'll be f-fine, but uh- I'll t-text you?" I suggested. "Y-Yeah." He stuttered, and looked sad. I sighed, leaning over the console and lightly pecking his cheek.

His frown immediately turned into a small smile, "Alright, I'll see ya." He waved as I got out from his truck and went into my home.

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