No matter what you do, no matter what you feel, you can never truly be sad. Without someone looking at you and smiling, you don't want them to know, do you? No. Exactly, we smile till were alone. When were alone, we hide, cry, scream and shatter. Breakdown because we have held it in for too long, no one to UNDERSTAND us.
Were different from the rest, we choose music and headphones over a verbal conversation. But, headphones wont hurt you. Music, wont hurt you either. Not like the real world, where anything can happen and make you feel like shit. We put our headphones in and drown the world out.
When we don't say much, some people don't care. Till we wear short sleeves then everyone makes fun and stares. Kids nowadays have Anxiety and take Anti Depressants because of what other people did to them, sorry. I forgot I was talking about myself, it sucks because I try so fucking hard and nothing I do ever seems to be good enough. For anyone.
