I want to be the pretty girl. I want to be the one with a flatter waist, an hour glass figure; that the most beautiful woman have. I want someone to look at me and think "Wow, she's really gorgeous, i wish she was mine." or "I wish I looked like her." I want to be that girl that gets hundreds of likes on Instagram without using a filter or Photoshop to fix something that I don't like about myself.
I don't want to be me, because the me that I am will never get those things that she wants... because she will never have enough courage; or potential in her life to succeed only what beautiful woman get.
And I am not a beautiful woman. I am a broken child.