Glass Heart (Shinazugawa Sanemi X Reader)

Chapter 33

Previously on Chapter 32

"I'm sorry... I'm so sorry..." he cried out as he muttered the same words over and over. I just stare at the wall, not knowing what else to say. He slowly pulls away to look at me. Tears keeps flowing out of his eyes as he stares at me with a look full of regret. "Y/N...

You're pregnant

-I Can't Be-

Y/N P.O.V

I feel my whole world freezes up and crumbles at the words that came out of Sanemi's mouth. "No... you're joking, right?" I said, shaking my head in disbelief. He stared at me solemnly. Tears starts to stream down my cheeks. "No... no no no. I can't be! It can't be true..." I cried out. I clutch onto my head as I let out a scream.

Sanemi quickly pulls me into a hug. He tighten his arms around me, whispering comforting words into my ears and assuring me that he'd never leave my side no matter what. Even if the baby in my belly isn't his child, but a demon's child.

I eventually starts calming down, until all that's left are ragged breathing and constant sniffles. I clutch onto his shirt, showing no sign of letting go. I need his comfort. I can't believe it... I'm pregnant?

Sanemi and I never went that far in our relationship so far. Which means, the baby in my womb is that demon's child. I shut my eyes as I remember the day that demon took advantage of me. My body starts shaking as I start to hyperventilate. Not only did he stripped me off of my dignity, he also made me pregnant with his child.

"What am I gonna do now, Sanemi?" I cried out. I pull away slightly to look at him. Tears starts to fall from my eyes once again. "What if he comes for me and this baby, Sanemi? I'm... I'm scared" I said. He tighten his arms around me, trying his best to make me feel safe.

"No... he won't. I'll make sure he won't. I won't let him get anywhere near you" he said. I pull away slightly to look at him. He lift his hand, gently cupping my cheek. His thumb gently run across my cheek as he wipe my tears. "As for your baby... I'll be their father" he said. I just stare at him in shock.

"We don't know if this baby will be a human, Sanemi... you can't hide the fact" I said. He only nods his head to let me know he's aware about that. "If he learns about that fact, that this baby might ended up being a demon, he'd try to come for me" I said.

"I will protect you... I fail to before. But I won't fail again, Y/N. I swear" he said, promising me that he will do everything he can to keep me safe. To make sure that Upper Demon won't get to me.

He moves his hand, placing it on my belly. "And I will accept this child no matter what they are. May they be a human... or a demon, because they are your child" he said. He lift his hands, cupping my cheeks as he leans his forehead against mine. "I will accept them because I love you, Y/N. I love you so much" he said. I close my eyes as he held my cheeks tenderly. His thumbs gently caressing my skin. I feel a sense of warmth spreading in my heart because of his words. It makes me feel at ease hearing his reassurance.

"Hey..." he said, softly. I slowly open my eyes to look at him. He smiles softly at me as he removes his forehead from mine. "I love you, Y/N" he said.

"I love you too, Sanemi..." I said. He slowly leans in and presses his lips against mine. I lift my hand, running it through his hair. I close my eyes, kissing him back. He wraps his arms around my waist.

I wince in pain, causing me to pull away from Sanemi. I collapse on the bed as I clutch onto my belly painfully. "Y/N? What happened?" Sanemi asked. I open my lips to reply, but only the sound of pained cries came out. "Hang on! I'm gonna call Kocho!" He said. He quickly stands up and rushes out of the room. I curl up into a ball as I hug my belly, still crying out in pain. Why does it hurts so much?

I hear footsteps rushing into the room. I open my eyes weakly to see Sanemi as he rushes towards me with Kocho following close behind him. Kocho rushes up to me and turn to look at Sanemi.

"Do you mind waiting outside, Shinazugawa-San? So I can focus on checking on her" she said. Sanemi didn't say anything, only nodding his head. He turn to look at me and leans down, placing a soft kiss on my forehead.

He turns around, making his way out of the room. I just lay there weakly as I watch Sanemi's retreating figure. I feel exhausted from the amount of pain. My eyes slowly drifted shut, as I let darkness embraces me.

Sanemi P.O.V

I let out a sigh and take a seat on the bench. I hunch my body forward as I hold my hands together, elbows are resting on my knees. I close my eyes and places my head on my hands. What is happening to Y/N? Why did she suddenly look in so much pain? Mother didn't seem like she was hurting when she was carrying my siblings in her womb. So why does it seem different for Y/N.

The door opens and Kocho walks out. I stand up and just stare at her, waiting for her to tell me what's going on with my girlfriend. She walks up to me with. She's wearing an expression that I can't decipher what she's thinking.

"Well? How is she?" I asked. She closes her eyes and let out a sigh. I start to grow irritated the more she stalls on telling me how Y/N is. "Kocho! Just tell me what the hell is going on with my girlfriend!" I yelled out. She opens her eyes to look at me.

"We have a problem, Shinazugawa-San" she said. I stare at her with frown. "Judging by how she behaves. It's most likely that the baby in Y/N's womb isn't a human like us. But a demon, because the baby react negatively whenever you're close by. The baby seem to able to sense you despite still developing. Y/N's also... have been calling out the Upper Moon's name. Akaza was it? The baby's father" she said. My eyes widen at what she said.

I hear a crash from within the room. We quickly rush towards the room and burst the door open only to see the room is empty. Y/N is nowhere to be seen. I let out a shaky breath. My knees starts to feel numb as I collapse on them. Y/N have disappeared... once again.

*to be continued*