Glass Heart (Shinazugawa Sanemi X Reader)

Chapter 34

Previously on Chapter 33

I hear a crash from within the room. We quickly rush towards the room and burst the door open only to see the room is empty. Y/N is nowhere to be seen. I let out a shaky breath. My knees starts to feel numb as I collapse on them. Y/N have disappeared... once again.

-Where Are You?-

Sanemi P.O.V

I can't believe I let this happen again. This time I was actually here. I was right here. Yet, she disappeared, and I can't do anything to prevent that from happening. I'm such a poor excuse of a boyfriend. I'm the worst! I can't even protect the girl I love.

I stand up and rushes out of the Hospital Ward. I've got to look for her. She couldn't have gotten too far with her condition. Especially now that she's pregnant. I've got to find her. I'm not going to let myself lose her again. Not for the second time.

Y/N... where are you? Why did you leave me again? Why am I so weak? Why can't I just keep you safe?! I'm so useless... I'm so sorry, Y/N. I promised you that I'd keep you safe and close to me. Yet, I can't even keep that promise! Please, Y/N... please come back to me.

I scream out in frustration. No matter where I try to look for her. She's just no where to be seen. It's like she just vanished. Why do I keep on failing to protect her? To protect the only person that matters to me??

I drop on my knees as I continue to scream in frustration as endless tears starts falling from my eyes. I keep on banging on the ground with my fists, not caring if I got them bleeding from the impact. I keep my fist on the ground as my cries grew harder.

I feel so worthless for not being able to keep the girl I love close to me. I only left her for a few seconds and she just disappeared, leaving not even a single trace. This is the second time I lost her. But I swear, Y/N. Just like the first time... I WILL find you again.

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Weeks have passed, and I still haven't found a single clue that would lead me to Y/N. As the days went by, I start to feel more hopeless. Where do I have to go to find my girlfriend? Where is she? She seems like she's just vanished, leaving nothing behind.

I have to hug the haori she always wear to calm myself down. The white and red haori that were once belonged to the former Flame Hashira, Rengoku Kyoujuro. Who's also Y/N's fiancé, that unfortunately have fallen in the hands of the Twelve Kizuki.

Somewhere in my mind, I'm sure that Y/N is taken by that demon. The demon that noticeably has some sort of growing infatuation on her. The very demon that had taken advantage of her to the point she got pregnant with his child.

If only I could just figure out where that demon's lair is located, I would be able to find Y/N. But there aren't a single trace of his location, and it just makes me feel SO frustrated. It makes me feel like a failure, because I keep on failing to protect the girl I love.

I hold Y/N's haori close to my chest as I keep walking through a forest. As I walk, I hear a soft sound coming from a certain direction. The sound of that voice makes me froze as it sounded familiar. Without even realizing, I had begun to run towards the sound. I push passes the bushes, trying desperately to reach the voice.

After a while, I finally come to a clearing. From where I stand, I can see a figure sitting on a tree. The person is humming a soft lullaby. I walk closer to the person. My eyes widening slightly when I realize who it is.

"Sanemi?" She said, as she slowly opens her eyes. Tears starts to stream down my cheeks as her e/c colored eyes make contact with mine. "What are you doing here?" She asked.

"What are you talking about? I found you... and I'm here to take you home" I said. She just stared at me. I notice her belly had gotten bigger. It doesn't make any sense. She was just announced to be pregnant a few days ago. How is it already that big?

She frowns at what I said. "What are you talking about, Sanemi? I am home..." she said, giving me a small smile. I stare at her with a confused gaze. "This is where I'm meant to be. This is the home of the father of the child I'm carrying in my belly. I can't leave this place, Sanemi" she said, placing a hand on her belly.

"What do you mean?" I asked. I try to come closer to her only to run into something. I wince as my nose hits it. I realize there's something preventing me from getting closer to Y/N. A tear escapes her right eye.

"I told you. You can't come near me..." she said. I shake my head and keeps on trying to get closer to her. But this time I feel a surge of electricity surging through my body. Y/N shakes her head as she stands up. "Stop it! You're going to get yourself hurt!" She yelled out.

"No, Y/N! I'm not going to give up! I've finally found you. I'll do whatever it'll take to bring you home! You belong with me, Y/N!" I yelled out. I keep trying to get pass the barrier. But the electricity that keeps surging through my body is making me feel weaker.

"Please stop, Sanemi..." she begged, not wanting to see me in pain. She lift her hands, fisting them in front of her chest. "Stop it! You're going to die if you keep taking so much electricity into your body!" She yelled, shaking her head as she pleaded me to stop trying. She falls on her hands and knees as she starts to cry. "Please, Sanemi..." she cried out.

"I've lost everyone in my family... I thought that I'd never have a chance to love again! Until you, Y/N. Until you! You showed me how to love... how to care!! I don't want to lose that. I don't want to lose you!! I will get you back... even if it kills me!!" I yelled out. She just stares at me with tears flowing down her cheeks. "I need you, Y/N..." I said, weakly my body feels like it's been struck by lightning. But I still refuse to give up. I need my girl back. I'm getting her back. One way or another.

*to be continued*