Glass Heart (Shinazugawa Sanemi X Reader)

Chapter 37

Previously on Chapter 36

"Thank you, Y/N..." I whispered, after we pull away. I place a soft kiss on her forehead, letting my lips linger on her skin. "I don't ever want to lose you again..." I said. She just smiled at me. I lean in for another kiss. I close my eyes, cupping her cheek. This time... I'll make sure she will always be next to me.

-A Sweet Day-

Y/N P.O.V

This is the second time I've transformed into a demon. The first time because of Akaza injected something into me. I don't know about now. This time though, I didn't feel the same effect as before. The sunlight didn't bother me. I don't know how I've became immune to sunlight.

As for my child, she has a rapid growth. At just the age of 6 months old, she's able to walk like a toddler. She even managed to utter a few words. The first word being 'mama.' Which brought tears into my eyes.

Thanks to her being a half-demon, she's also immune to the sunlight. So, just like Sanemi, we can all enjoy our time outdoors even if it's daylight outside. It's all I could ever ask for. Being happy with my family.

Being born as a half-demon, also means she can survive on human's food as well. Now that she's already at the age that she's able to eat food, Sanemi takes it upon himself to prepare their meals. Which makes me glad because I don't have to see my daughter and boyfriend starving.

But I can't help but I feel sad because I can't prepare their meals. Being a demon means I can't taste human's food. I don't wanna ended up feeding them disgusting food. Sanemi reassures me that he didn't mind being the one to cook for himself and my daughter. He kept true to his words. He really treated D/N like his own child.

I'm currently playing with D/N while Sanemi prepares meals for themselves. I giggle softly when D/N let out a laugh. I feel gaze on me and turn my head to see Sanemi watching the two of us with a fond smile on his face. His eyes reflect his love for us. My heart flutters at his gaze. I smile softly at him which makes his smile widens.

"Ma... mama" D/N said. I turn my head to look at her. She outstretch her arms, making grabbing hands at me. "Up" she said, staring at me with her doe eyes. I smile softly at her. I place my hands under her armpits and stands up, with her in my arms. She giggles softly as she nuzzle her cheek with mine. I smile softly and place a soft kiss on her cheek.

I walk towards Sanemi and stands next to him. He lift his hand, gently patting D/N's head who giggles at his gesture. I smile softly at how loving Sanemi is to D/N.

"Lunch is almost ready, D/N. Are you hungry, honey?" He asked. He gently places his hand under her armpits and takes her from me. She let out a giggle as he raises her high. She starts clapping her hands in excitement. Sanemi smiles at her and gently kisses her cheek before handing her back to me, so he can continue cooking. 

After Sanemi finishes cooking. He walks towards us, who are sitting by the dining table. "Come on, sweetie. Let's eat... and fill up your little belly" he said, gently poking D/N's belly, which makes her giggle as she is quite ticklish. 

I place my chin on the palm of my hand as I watch my boyfriend feeds my daughter. She looks so happy with how gentle Sanemi is towards her. Truly like a father to his child. Sanemi turn to look at me and smiles when he saw me smiling at them.

"Thank you, Sanemi..." I said. I lean over and kisses his cheek. He stared at me with a look of confusion. "Thank you for everything. For loving me... for loving my little daughter..." I said.

"Our daughter, Y/N. She's our daughter" he said. I just smile at what he said. He smiles at me and places a soft kiss on my forehead. He turn his focus on D/N again as he continues to feed her.

***

D/N have fallen asleep and I had placed her inside the crib. I place my hand on the wooden edge as I watch her peaceful face. She has hair and eyes like Akaza. Which reminds me of the painful memories of what that Upper Moon 3 did to me. Even so, I couldn't bring myself to hate her because she's my flesh and blood.

I feel a pair of arms going around my waist. I turn my head to see Sanemi. "It's starting to get late. We should sleep too, don't you think?" He said. I smile softly and nod my head in agreement.

He slowly turns me around. He gently grab a hold of my hand, wrapping my arm around his neck. He places his hand behind my knees, along with my back. He gently lift me up. He smiles at me as he carries me to our room.

He gently lowers me down on the bed. His arms around my waist, pulling me closer to his side. My head ended up resting on his chest as he holds me close. I close my eyes as I listen to his heartbeats. His scent is still quite intoxicating for me. But so far, I managed to control my hunger.

"Hey, what's on your mind?" He asked. I move my head from his chest to look at him in confusion. "I can feel you have something bothering your mind. Wanna talk to me about it?" He said. I blink my eyes in surprise at what he said. How did he know? Was I that obvious?

"I'm just a little... scared" I said. He lift his hand, gently cupping my cheek. I slowly close my eyes as I lean into his gentle touch, placing hand on top of his. "I'm able to control my hunger for human's flesh so far. But there's just no telling for how long this hunger will be kept at bay. What if... what if I ended up hurting you, Sanemi?" I said.

"You won't... I know you won't. Because if you'd give in to your hunger. You would've already hurt me. But you controlled it. You have a strong self-control, Y/N. So you don't have to worry about it" he said. I bit my lips at his words.

"I need you to promise me something..." I whispered. He just nods his head, keeping quiet as he waits for me to tell him what he needs to make promise to. "If... I do ended up hurting someone. Please... kill me" I said. His eyes widened at what I said.

"Y/N. You know that's just asking for the impossible, right?" He said. I just stare at him with a sad gaze. He shakes his head as he moves to sit up. "I won't do it. I won't make that promise... I love you too much to do that, okay?" He said. He turn his head to look at me. I move to sit up.

"Please..." I said, begging him to just promise me that. I stare at him with a pleading gaze as he stares at me with a conflicted one. I grab his hand, holding it with both of mine. "I'm begging you, Sanemi" I said.

"No. I won't make such promises. You're not going to hurt anyone and I'm here to make sure of that. Do not ask for such thing again. Do you understand?" He said. His voice sounded firm as he left no room for me to talk back and argue. "Understand?" He repeated. I let out a sigh and nod my head. I should've known better than to make him promise something like that. Of course, he's not going to agree.

"You have a pure heart, Y/N. You're not going to hurt anyone..." he said. I just give him a sad smile. "Come here" he said. I scoot closer to his side, allowing him to pull me into his embrace. I snuggle closer to his side. "I love you..." he whispered.

"I love you too..." I said. I pull away to look at him. He lift his hand, gently brushing my hair aside. He leans in and places his lips against mine. I close my eyes as I kiss him back.

He move me to lay on my back without breaking the kiss. I wrap my arms around his neck. I feel his hand going under my shirt as he moves to place soft kisses on my neck. I let out breathy sigh at the feeling of his lips against my skin. He moves to kiss my lips again.

We finally pull away after a while. He moves to lay on his side, pulling me closer. I feel a soft kiss on the side of my head. I snuggle closer to his chest. I close my eyes as I let myself drift off to sleep.

*to be continued*