chapter 39//**•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚

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i cannot believe it's the new year tbh, 2024 looks so weird. 

also, how is my fav turtle in tmnt 2012, my least fav turtle in tmnt 2018. i ranked them to show u guys lmao. it's in order of most fav to least fav, so the first on the list is my most favourite turtle.

2012- raph, leo, mikey, donnie

2018 (rise)- donnie, leo, mikey, raph

2023 (mm)- leo, raph, donnie, mikey

-ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛-

.·:*¨¨* donatello's pov *¨¨*:·.

"you." y/n mutters, looking angry and terrified and hurt, all at the same time. it's too much for me to handle and i continue to try and get the illusion back up.

i watch as y/n pushing away from the table, rushing to the door. "i can explain!" i shout out, rushing after her. 

"what about everything you just said?" i cry to her as y/n exits the door of the restaurant. 

she glances back to me in disgust and i didn't realize it was raining until the cold droplets hit my face. "about judging a book by its cover?"

i nod, still chasing after y/n in the pouring rain. she spins to talk as she walks backwards. "well, Iet's take a Iook at the contents then, shall we?"

i frown and i know i've done bad stuff but... "you destroyed neon leon-" ok, that one hurt. i'm not even sure how familiar everyone is about him being my brother.

i mean, we're different species of turtles and i've never told anyone he's my brother. y/n's words still sting.

"you took over the city, and then, you actually got me to care about you!" i wince and that somehow hurts more.

knowing that y/n actually did like me and that now that thought disgusts her. my heart sinks and i know i'm never coming back from this.

y/n continues speaking and every word rips into my heart. "why are you so evil?"

.·:*¨¨* y/n's pov *¨¨*:·.

my heart aches and i can't fathom why othello did this. i cry but the tears are hidden by the pouring rain.

"tricking me?" i say, my voice breaking and i wish i could understand but the look on his face... othello looks as heartbroken as i feel.

i yell at him, reaching a point of desperation. "what could you possibly hope to gain?" i cry out, backing him into a wall on the street.

suddenly, i see it in his eyes. it's that spark, one i've seen before. the look that i saw when i looked at myself in the mirror.

but, instead of it being happy and me singing to myself because i honestly thought donnie was... amazing. he was everything to me in that moment.

the look in othello's eyes is that same look of love but heartache. he looks so deeply hurt, like how i feel in this moment now.

somehow, we've both been hurt but i don't feel an ounce of remorse. he played with my feelings, killed a hero, to what? play pretend with me and then actually love me?

"wait a minute." i say, speaking my thoughts in confusion. i need to get this out in the open.

"i don't believe this." i mutter with wide eyes, taking steps backwards. i'm so stunned and the look on othello's face tells me everything i need to know.

i raise my eyebrows, shaking my head, in shock. "do you really think that i would ever be with you?"

i watch as he gives me the same look as i had before and i shakes his head, his eyes darting down. "no."

-ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛-

i wanted to have both pov's lmaoooo

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