i look at my calling as kaylin comes in and cuddles into me with the cutest little smile.
"sissy?"
i sit up and smile softly
"yes?"
"why you stay in here all day..did..did we make you mad at us?.. you always come p-play.."
it's been 3 days
and i haven't been out of my room
i look at my little sister whose about to cry and hug her all so tightly, "baby girl u love you so soo much "
she sniffs and nods and i sighs "go get jonah? and you two grab a game you wanna play?"
she nods and runs out as i sigh
as my phone rings
Bio mom: Madison?
my heart it aches
what do i do? what do i do..?
"sissy?"
jonah ask
"yes?"
he giggles
"when me get older can me wear makeup too"
i smile
"if you wanna..then i'll personally take you to ulta and we'll have s shopping spree"
he giggles
and kaylin yawns
"mads?"
"yes?"
"can jax come o-"
jonah jumps up "and jett!"
i force and smile and nod
"i'll check"
i call kalani and then another girl answers
she was about out of breath
"what?.."
"where's kalani?"
"unhhhh she's busy.."
"doing?"
"we're in the middle of a 3sum"
i inhale deeply as kalani takes the phone
"hello?"
"are the boys home?"
there's a pause
"maddie it-"
"are they home brooke? that's all i wanna know. "
"maddie it-"
"no. i was stupid..but i wont be stupid agian"
"m-"
click
i sniff as kaylin wipes my tears
"this..is the last playdate with them okay?"
"but why?"
"it just is.."
—
i pick them up and jax could sense i was on edge
"maddie?"
he says as im at a red light
"you don't look happy"
"i'm not"
"why not? your always h-"
"it's okay jax..don't worry about it"
"are you mad at me..?"
i sigh and gently kiss his head
"no sweetie i'm not"
he nods and plays with his hands
"why didn't lani come? she usally c-"
"because she didn't choose me okay jax? she chose everything other then me. she chose drugs, she chose sex she chose everything other then me"
i say as tears rush down my face as i park
this little boy takes his seatbelt off
wipes my tears and hugs me tightly
"i choose you...and she's stupid for choosing everything else"
—-
later that night kaylin sat beside me
"what's up?"
"you and kalani broke up..?"
"yea..umm..yea.."
"is that why jax and jett can come over anymore?"
i inhale
"im sorry i said that..they can come over whenever you guys wanna play ok?"
she nods and plays with my hands
and ask the most random question
but then agian she is 7
"But Maddie? Why doesn't kalani read Jett and Jax stories like you read me and Jonah?"
i chuckle
"she has other priorities baby girl..and you and jonah are my main priority"
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Now or Never
FanfictionKalani had it all Yet felt like she had nothing Maddie had nothing Yet felt like she had everything Kalani was now Maddie was never "Take a risk Kalani!" "Why Nicole?" "Because it's now or never"
