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i stopped doing drugs
i stopped drinking
i've cut everyone out that isn't here for my well being

maddie got home last night

it's been six weeks

and she's allowed me in her life

i smile to myself as i change and jax comes in and frowns

"why do you have that on?"

"what? it-"

"she's not gonna wanna go out kalani, she's just getting home. this is her second night home. we're something comfy that she can cuddle you in"

for jax being 8

he's way ahead of his time

i change and go to her house

kaylin opens the door and was about to slam it in my face

she's hated my guts ever since i hurt maddie

"it's okay kay"

maddie says from the couch

kaylin nods and cuddles back into maddie
her and jonah on both sides

she kisses there heads "go play"

"are you gonna leave us agian..?"

she sighs "never"

they nod and run off and i sit beside her

"i-"

"you look comfy, you never wear sweats. are you sick?"

i feel my cheeks heat up as i smile "no..umm..i.." i sigh

"jax said not to over do it and that it would be easter for you to cuddle into me"

and with that she looks at me and inhales

"i don't wanna be hurt agian kalan i"

i sigh

"i won't"

"show me"

i pull her into me and kiss her head

"i love you"

i whisper

"i love you too"

she says softly and plays with my sweatpants

it's now or never

my brain shouts

i pull her up

i kiss her deeply

and as we slowly pull apart i say

"will you..will you..maybe give me.."

she rolls her eyes and kisses me deeply

"yes"

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