i sit with my mom on my bed
she's brushing my hair
just like
my m- i mean julie does to keep me calm
but in this case it was after he had his fun with me
i sit there
numb
tired
"i'm gonna make him kill me like he d-"
"no you aren't"
"yes i fucking am! i hate him..i hate him.."
she sighs
she didn't know
she genuinely didn't know he abused her
she didn't know any of it until she moved in
then he started to beat me..and her because she tried to stop it
she just held me
as i cried
and cried
"its now im never..now or never"
—-
it was that night
he told me to cook
i didn't
he told me to wash the sheets
i didn't
he told me to bring him a can of beer
i didn't
i wouldn't
"Maddie j-"
"MADISON!"
i don't move as he comes in and grabs me
"why isn't anything done?"
"because you haven't done it"
i say right back venom in my words
he chuckles
"are you crazy?"
"are you dad?"
he scoffs
"you have ten m-"
"i'm not doing it"
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Now or Never
FanfictionKalani had it all Yet felt like she had nothing Maddie had nothing Yet felt like she had everything Kalani was now Maddie was never "Take a risk Kalani!" "Why Nicole?" "Because it's now or never"
