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Last week I found out I was pregnant.
I took 2 tests and both of them were positive. When I saw that I was freaking out.
Since that day I've been so stressed and I feel nauseous all the time.
My mom has noticed that somethings wrong with me and she asked me about it.
But I shrugged it off and told her that I was just overwhelmed with school.
She believed it because she knows how school could stress me out sometimes.
I haven't told this anyone not even Javon.
I'm just scared of his reaction. Because let's just be honest, we are just kids.
I don't know how to take care of a baby. I'm still working on my future and so does Javon. I don't a baby to ruin us. Besides I'm ready for that yet.
Today I'm gonna go over to tell him that I'm pregnant.
His parents are not gonna be home so I thought this was the best opportunity for me to tell him and then we can decide what to do.
I texted him that I'm on my way to his house.
I am so scared.
I was keep calming myself down and telling myself that it's gonna be okay but what if it's not?
I quickly put my shoes on and hon my purse making sure to put the pregnancy test in it.
and I made my way to him.
I lightly knocked on the door feeling nauseous I don't know if it was because of the fear or because of this whole pregnancy.
He came and opened the door.
He got a smile on his face when he saw me.
,, Hi princess, how are you?" He asked gently pulling me into a hug.
,, You're sweaty" I said jokingly.
,, Yeah I just finished with training" he said chuckling.
We went upstairs to his room.
,, I'm gonna go shower really quick but after that I'm all yours" he said smiling and going in the bathroom.
,, Sound good to me " I said with a little smile.
I sat down on his bed waiting patiently.
After 5 minutes he came out.
He gently grabbed my hand pulling me towards him.
He put his hands on my waist and pulled me in to kiss.
,, So what do you wanted to talk about with me?" He asked sitting down on his bed smiling at me.
I took a big breath while looking around the from trying to find the right words to say this.
,, No need to be nerves, you know you can tell me anything okay" he said because he saw how nerves I am.
,,Wanna.... I-I'm pregnant" I blurted out trying not to cry.
I looked at him and he was shocked.
,, You're pregnant?" He asked making sure he heard it right.
I nodded.
,, H-How long have you know this for?" He asked taking all in.
I thought a little before speaking.
,, I-I found out about a week ago" I said while a tear slipped out of my eyes.
,, And why are you telling me this right now? Why haven't you called me the day you found out you are pregnant?" He asked a little frustrated and confused.
,, I was scared, which is still I am. I didn't know what you gonna say about this" I said quickly.
I remembered I bought the test with me so I went to my bag and took it out. Then I went to him and showed it .
He put his hand on his head.
,, Fuck..." he murmured.
,, I-I'm so s-sorry " I cried.
He gently took my hands and pulled me closer to him.
,, It's not your fault, you did nothing wrong" he said stroking my back.
,, We gonna figure it out together, don't worry everything's gonna be okay" he whispered.
,, I just don't know what to do, I'm not ready for a kid. I don't know how to take care of a baby" I cried.
,, Y/n don't cry, I'll be here the whole time and besides that you don't have to keep the baby you know" he said.
That got me thinking.
I'm not ready for a child but also I don't have the hart to do abortion.
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