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I was 5 when we found out that I had adhd. I hated it.
My brain is doesn't function sometimes properly which is annoying me a lot.
Also I'm having so much anxiety over little things which is also making me stressed.
Today I was at home studying for my upcoming exam which is in 2 days.
I'm having a history test and I don't understand anything.
Well a normal person would even sit with the book for 2 hours in there hands trying to understand the topic but me with my adhd is 100% harder.
It's 8:40 p.m I've been struggling to even memorize a sentence and I have a tone of pages.
I heard a knock on my window.
I was shocked for a moment of who could it be but I went and opened it.
I saw Javon and I quickly pulled him in my room. He was socking wet.
I didn't even heard that it was raining.
,, What are you doing in here ?" I asked in a low whisper yell.
,, Bro are you okay ?" He asked kinda pissed and worried.
,, What? Yeah of course I am, why wouldn't I ? " I asked like it's obvious.
,, I've texted you 4 hours ago and you didn't reply. I thought something happened to you" he said sitting down on my bed.
,, I was just studying which I failed" I said kinda sad.
,, Wdym ?" He asked as I gave him a towel to dry himself with it.
,, I don't understand a word and in 2 days I'm doing a test so I'm fucked " I said pissed.
,, Do you want some help? I'm a grad above you so I already learned about this " he said shrugging.
,, Let's just cuddle " I said hugging him.
I knew I had to study but I'm to dumb to understand what I'm learning.
We layed down on my bed and we just enjoyed each others company.
,, I'm sorry I made you worry" I said sadly.
,, It's okay" he said playing with my curls.
,, What?" Javon asked smiling.
,, You are so cute" I said and started to kiss all over his face.
He was giggling the whole time saying me to stop.
Once I stopped I layed my head on his chest and we both fell asleep shortly.
I'm sorry I didn't updated in a long time I'm just really busy with school and yesterday I literally had a mental breakdown. Also I lost myself for a while and I'm trying to concentrate more on myself and my studies. Also I know the story is not really about ADHD but something like that. I'm so sorry for the people who's struggling with this sickness,
Also it's my moms birthday tomorrow 💕🥳🎂
Hope you have a good day and I'll be updating as soon as I can....
Lots of love from Emily ❤️❤️❤️❤️
