I was laying in my bed doing my homework.
I couldn't really focus because I've been thinking about a lot lately.
About a month ago I texted Javon Walton.
My friend dared me but I knew that he wouldn't respond anyway because let's just be honest out of tausend of girls why would he respond to me.
That was till he answered.
We started texting and we met in person a couple times.
We both live in the same state so it was easy.
I've been thinking about the fact that how nice he is and sweet he can be without him noticing.
The way his smile makes me happy or how fine he actually is.
And all these couple weeks I thought that he might like me or that he wants to get closer but now I'm thinking it differently.
About 1 week ago he started to ghost me.
He hasn't called, texted or anything.
You might call me obsessive or dumb but that's just how I am.
I know that he's busy and he has his own life but still.
So that's why I'm so upset lately and unfocused all the time.
,, I'm telling you he regretted texting me back. He finally realized that there is way better girls out there and he don't need me" I said to Lana who I was talking in the phone with.
,, Girl he's busy just because he ghost u for a week it doesn't mean he's not interested in you" Lana said shaking her head.
,, That's exactly what it means" I said chuckling.
,, Any boy would be on their knees for you and trust me he will be too just don't overthink !" She screamed the last part.
,, Omg Lana that's too loud " I said putting my hands on my head.
,, Well if it's the only way you understand it then what should I do" she said putting her hands up in defense.
My phone ding and I quickly looked at it.
,, Speaking of the devil Lana" I said lightly shaking my head.
I was kinda surprised and glad he texted because you know that means he still thinks about me but I don't know how I should feel about this.
,, Who? Javon Walton ?" Lana asked.
,, Yup " I said.
,, What did he say ?" Lana said coming closer to the phone.
,, He wants to hang out " I said thinking what I should say to Javon.
,, Well go with him" Lana said making the ( like it's not obvious) face.
,, I don't know" I said shaking my head.
,, Why ?" Lana said.
,, Because I don't wanna seem like I've been waiting for him to text me. He just ghosted me for a week and then just appears again, that's not okay" i said confidently.
