Today is Javons birthday.
He and his brother turned 18 today.
Me and Javon have been really good and close friends since we started euphoria.
We were both in the movie and in the very first day we became close.
We lived in the same state so we were inseparable.
In the past one year we haven't talked that much because we were in our own way.
I flew out to Costa Rica with my parents today because they are celebrating there.
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,, Look Ms. Miller finally decided to show up !" He said jokingly as we made his way to me.
,, Are you too cool to hung with me now " he laughed as I giggled and stood with opened arms.
He came and hugged me. He lifted me up so my foot weren't on the floor anymore as I closely hugged him to me.
As he put me down we made eye contact.
,, I missed you dumbass" he laughed. I smiled widely as I said ,, Happy Birthday Wanna ".
,,Yoo Lil Y/n is in the house !" Jaden shouted.
,, Jaden! Happy Birthday" i said as I hugged him.
,, Thank you, it's good to see you after all this time" he said. ,, You too " I nodded.
Jaden is like a brother to me. We always had a relationship like that.
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,,Girl how was your flight ?" Jayla asked.
,, It was long but alright" I sipped from my drink.
We were standing by the kitchen counter as we watched the boys and some friends playing beer pong.
,, It's good to be here finally " Jayla said.
,, What do you mean ?" I asked confused.
,, Like we all.... together. Especially you and Javon the amazing duo" she said.
I nodded.
,,You know he looks differently at you " Jayla stated.
For that I turned my head to look at her.
,, No it's probably because he hasn't seen me for months" I nodded.
,, Well you're the expert here, but you like him right ?" She said.
,, No he's like my best friend, I would never" I said sighting.
In some way i did like him before but I knew that i can't feel this way.
We were just 15 so I didn't wanted a relationship either.
I don't wanna ruin our friendship.... or what if he doesn't feel that way.
But now I'm 17 and he's 18 things have changed.
And we did too.
He got more mature and he's hair has grown out wich suits him so good.
His smile is adorable and his laugh is funnier than the joke.
I could just get lost in his eyes.
So yeah I'm down bad for this boy.
But I know that this feelings are can't be true and can never be told.
I always loved him like a brother but maybe that was just a thing I was telling myself so I would not came to the fact that I might have a crush on him.
