Soap's Sister (Ghost love story)

Betrayal

I had ran to my dorm after seeing Amelia. Old memories flooding back, I put in my shoes and took anything that reminded me of her. The photo frame. All of our secret notes. The knife I had just used in the mission still bloody with her now team mates blood. The look in her eyes they had changed. That was not my Mills anymore. That was a person who I had no connection too. I ran out of my dorm every memory of her in my arms, I didn't care that it was raining out I ran to the fire pit grabbed the lighter fluid and set fire to all of it I stood there just watching it tears running down my face but I knew that the person I once loved was no more yet just the outer shell of her.

That's when I set off, I just ran. My anger and sadness mixing together. Luckily for me that compound was massive. I just kept running the mud splashing up my legs as I ran. My tears felt warm against the contrast of the rain. I just didn't know what to think, the more I ran and thought the more angry I got, the more betrayed I felt. The pain I felt. The pain her fucking family felt. The pain we all fucking felt. It was now replaced with anger I could feel my body about to give up. I didn't know how long I had been running, lost in my thoughts. Someone stood in front of me blocking me from running I looked up. It was Ghost. His eyes staring at me while tears still spilled out of my eyes. He said nothing instead, he grabbed my wrist and practically dragged me back inside.

'It is raining. It is cold.' Is all Ghost kept saying over and over again. I couldn't focus on him, my head still spinning. No one would know how to deal with whatever bullshit just happened to me because literally what the fuck. I was shivering whether is was because of the cold or the shock I didn't know. I noticed my arm stinging and the bandage was soaked from the rain. It hurt badly, how am I putting myself in physical pain because of this bitch. How dare she affect me like this. We walked into a dorm, to which I am assuming was Ghost's.

'Sit' he ordered so I complied not having energy to talk back to him. He lifted up my sleeve of my top and cleaned my wound, I felt instant relief as he re-dressed it.

'Shower' he ordered throwing me a towel, shorts and a hoodie.

'No. I am fine' I said while staring at the floor.

'Shower. That is an order solider' I sighed at him knowing I couldn't argue. I stood up and walked into his bathroom. I didn't realise how tense my body was until I got under the shower feeling the intensity of the heat rain down upon me. I used his products as he dragged me in here, luckily this man didn't use any 2 in 1 shit. That would've topped me off. I dried and came out of the shower dressed in shorts that were way to big for me and a hoodie even bigger that it basically hid the shorts. My hair was towelled dry so was still damp but it was better than nothing.

'Drink up solider' Ghost said handing me a cup of tea. I looked into his eyes for the first time since we got into his dorm.

'Thank you' my voice cracked making me sound like I was about to break down but in all honesty I didn't feel sadness, it was an unpleasant feeling that I couldn't pin point. I sat down on his bed.

'Stay here. I have to report to Captain Price that you are safe since you just sort of ran and no one could find you for 4 hours'

He turned and left. 4hours? It didn't feel like it was that long. I started thinking about Soap and how I owed him an apology but then again he was used to me doing this. That's where the term 'bunny' came from. Every time something serious happened I ran like a bunny scared. Until I knew how to deal with the situation, so Soap adopted it into saying it if I didn't believe something he told me. It was a mutual understanding that I would 'bunny' on him. I wondered around Ghost's room looking around. Until something caught my eye, it was a small photo of him and Soap. They had their arms around each others shoulders, all be it a small photo it made me smile that Soap was close with Ghost and visa versa.