Dil Ki baziyan ~ Game of hearts

Her Insecurities

Bani's POV

The sunrays fell upon our room as I slowly got up. Last night I hardly slept for three hours. I just couldn't sleep. It was hurting alot. My heart was in Unbearable pain.

Yes I thought Teer doesn't exist for me anymore. I thought he was my past which will never haunt me anymore but last night when I read that news my heart broke.

How? How do people get over bonds so easily? How does people's feeling change so easily.

I did hate him but that soft corner which I despised the most was still there for him.

Those words. His care. How can someone fake so well?

Was I really so stupid that I couldn't see his real face? Was I really so love blinded?

Seeing him kiss someone else after all the promises he made was a brutal hit to my heart.

But yet again another thought came in my mind that made me feel guilty. Even I was about to kiss Veeranshu yesterday then how was I different from Teeranshu?

Just like him, even I turned out to be a person who changed her feelings so easily.

How am I better then ?

I told him that I couldn't love him and yet I gave him so many hopes yesterday.

"But you did all that genuinely. You didn't fake anything. Then what's the
problem? "

My heart questioned me.

" I am broken and I will end up hurting him "

I said to myself.

He is a pure soul.Last night he didn't question me. He didn't even express any anger and went to sleep after putting the comforter on me.

No. No. I can't play with his heart.
It's better we stay far. At least till I am no longer in any sort of confusion or guilt or doubt.

I got up and went to the washroom tip toeing .

"Jaldi naha leti hu phir nikal jaungi toh hum milenge nahi.. "

I thought and went to the washroom.
I showered and wiped myself.

But that was the moment I realised that I left kurti on the bed.

OH SHIT!

I slowly peeked and didn't find anyone.
Did he go for a walk ?

I thought and immediately started going near to the bed when the door opened and I halted.

"Oh.. I.. I am.. So so.. Sorry.. "

He said being flabbergasted as he lowered his gaze.

I just had a towel wrapped around me and my undergarments.

I turned to avoid the eye contact.

So much for ignoring him? Nahi Bani?

I mocked myself.

"C.. Can you give me the clothes ? "

I asked still facing the other side.

"Ye.. Yes.. "

He said and went near to the clothes and picked it up . As he moved towards me his gaze was still lowered and I could see him in the mirror.

Always a gentleman.

My heart said.

"Ye lo Bani.. "

He said and I extended my hand still looking at his face through the reflection .