Broken Trust

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Bani's POV

Numb!

The one word that would explain my state. I didn't know what to do. What to say. What to understand. Where to go. What to feel. But I just realised that maybe when God of Death comes to take souls, I think he finds many bodies that would have stopped breathing at that moment but their souls were dead long back. Because at this moment I was feeling like a lifeless body.

Every moment was fake. His promises were fake. His love was fake. His care was fake. Our whole relationship was fake. He was just like his brother, a cheater. Love was a fucking joke and now I was done being a joker.

Atleast his brother, didn't commit to me but he was even worse.

Why did he led me on, if he loved someone else?

Dur jana tha toh itne pass aaye kyun?

Pyar nahi tha toh dikhawa kyun?

Mere jazzbaton ke sath khela kyun?

Aur mujhe usse bepanah mohhabat huyi kyun?

I thought and finally a tear fell from my eyes. And all the emotions hit me suddenly.

I loved him so much that my chest was physically hurting with all the pain

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I loved him so much that my chest was physically hurting with all the pain. It felt like someone ripped my heart apart from my body. Like someone killed a part of me today.

And I knew that after this moment love had no space in my life.

Maybe I was always going to be unloved because I fell for those eyes that never looked at me. I fell for that heart that never bet for me. I fell for that person who just pitied me.

Shayad nafrat karta toh jeena aasan ho jata par woh toh mujhpar taras khata raha aur maine taras ko pyar samjh liya.
Uski jhuti baton ko apne zindagi ka sach man liya.

Since childhood I always dreamt of my own love story. I just didn't know that my story would end even before it started.
I didn't realize that the fire of love in which I wanted to burn would end up turning me into ashes.

I would have never thought even in my wildest dreams that this fresh start would kill our relationship. That it would take away my belief from love.

My hands were shivering as I was lying on the hotel room's floor with tears pooled in my eyes.

That's when I heard the door opening. I didn't look into the direction but I instantly knew who it was.

"Sweetheart... Sweetheart... Wh.. What happened ? Tum yahan kyun aayi? Tumhe pata hein main kitna dar gaya tha. Pagalon ke tarah dhundh raha tha main tumhe.. Aur.. Ye... Ye.. Aasun... "

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