Mine to Protect [Kagehina]

Chapter 13: Realizations

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SUMMARY:  

Kageyama examines his feelings for Hinata. They get a lead on Natsu's whereabouts.

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Kageyama couldn't believe how responsive Hinata was to his words. Coming untouched on command? Fuck, that had to be the hottest thing ever.

The clenching around his cock had him slipping over the edge as well. He buried his face in Hinata's neck and praised him.

"Such a good boy for me, Sho. You did so well for me. Jesus, I love..." Through the haze in his brain, he had a brief moment of clarity where he realized he almost said 'I love you.' What the actual fuck? He'd never said that in his life, that he could remember anyway.

"I love... how your body responds to me. You're so fucking perfect."

Pushing aside his near blunder or whatever the hell that was, he continued to kiss Hinata's neck until he came down from his high. Then he looked up and was mesmerized by how gorgeous Hinata looked, his lips swollen and red and tears drying on his cheeks, which were flushed a pretty pink.

Kageyama gently pulled the blindfold from Hinata's eyes, watching as he squinted from the light. "There you go, you did so well," Kageyama praised, kissing Hinata's partially opened lips gently. Hinata only hummed in response.

"I'm going to quickly clean you up, then we'll get you untied."

Hinata looked at him, his eyes still clouded, and didn't respond. Kageyama reluctantly pulled out and got up to dispose of the condom and grab some tissues. After hastily wiping off Hinata's stomach and chest, he leaned over to untie him. After releasing Hinata's hands, Kageyama rubbed gently over the red marks that circled Hinata's wrists.

"How do your hands feel? Are they numb? Do your wrists hurt?"

Hinata shook his head, and though Kageyama wasn't sure which question that was a response to, he figured it was good. He continued massaging Hinata's wrists and hands for a few minutes, then gently prodded Hinata to roll over.

"Roll onto your stomach and I'll get some ice for your ass."

Hinata hummed again and allowed himself to be helped onto his stomach. Kageyama admired the red handprints on Hinata's right ass cheek for a moment, remembering how the other man had responded to his strikes. Damn, all of Hinata's reactions to him were so extreme and satisfying. If he had time, he'd love to see what else the other man would get into, what other things he could introduce him to.

If he had time.

Which he did not.

Because Hinata would get his sister back and leave Kageyama and the safe house behind, probably without another thought. He probably viewed Kageyama as just a big cock to get him off, a distraction from this horrible situation. Hinata would walk away with some good memories, but he would walk away.

Because who in their right mind would view Kageyama as anything other than a monster and a good fuck?

Scowling at his own dark thoughts, he got up to retrieve some ice from the freezer. He brought back a glass of water and a granola bar along with two ice packs that he applied to each of Hinata's asscheeks. Hinata hissed at the contact.

"Sorry about that, but it will help. Here, drink this," he said, easing the glass to Hinata's lips. Hinata drank obediently, his eyes still closed.

Kageyama put down the glass and offered the food. "Here's a granola bar. You should try to eat at least a few bites."