When he left (svu fanfic)

Limbo

Olivia's POV
I could not see or feel anything. It's like I was in a daze and I did not know where I was or what was going on. Where am I? Is this real? What's going on ? I found me asking myself. It's like I was here but I was not. All I feel is confusion. I started to look around and all I was seeing was pitch black. I was staring into nothingness. I found myself trying to actually speak but as soon as I opened my mouth to speak, I felt my throat get dry as a desert. The more I tried to talk it was as if hot sand were rubbing together over and over again. At that said feeling,I put my hand up to hold my throat because the feeling was horrible and I could not help but fall to my knees. I stayed in the darkness on the floor for a few minutes before I decided to get up again. I had no idea where I am and I was still facing darkness. I needed to see something, anything. I closed my eyes and took deep breaths. I told myself " everything will be okay, you will be okay. You just need to calm down and relax and what will be, will be." After I finished calming down myself, I started seeing colour appearing around me. It looked magical, something out of a fairytale that you would not believe unless you saw it with your own eyes. My eyes soon adjusted to the sight before me. I blinked and blinked and eventually I was in a train station. I started hearing voices, and as I looked around I started seeing people just talking, walking and even sitting. I decided I would sit down on a bench because I am pretty sure that's all I could do. After what felt like hours have passed, a little girl came up and sat beside of me. I looked at her and she seemed so familiar but I just could not place where I knew her from. She spoke up and said " Hi Olivia, how long have you been waiting? I replied " To be honest I have no idea but wait hold on, how do you know my name?" She looked at me and laughed and said " we've met before silly, how else would I know your name." I replied back to her and said " I am pretty sure, I have never met you before." She looked up at me and gently put her warm hands on my face. That's when all the memories started coming back. Oh my god, she's Gladys Dalton's daughter. The baby, she was so small and sick. Her mom left and gave me power of attorney and I had to decide whether or not to give the go ahead so she could have brain surgery. I remembered seeing how small she was, I gave them the go ahead but unfortunately she did not make it. I looked up back at her and tears started spilling down my face. She said " it's okay Olivia, you don't have to cry. You did the best you could to make sure I survived but I was just too sick." I replied " how are you here right now? I don't understand? She replied " I am here because you have a decision to make and you have to hurry before you run out of time." I started getting worried and asked " what decision?" She responded by saying " whether or not to get on the train that's coming. Only you know what's the best decision for you and I am not supposed to tell you this , but one of your options, means that you can never go back." I replied " thank you for your help even though it made me even more confused than I was before but can I ask what's your name? She responded " lily" and was cut off by the loud horns of a train approaching. Lilly spoke up again and said " so what's your decision Olivia?"

TBC.... TBC..... TBC..... TO BE CONTINUED.
*  Remember Gladys Dalton y'all? This is how I pictured her daughter would have looked if she grew up and made it through the brain surgery. (Photos down below of Gladys and what I think her daughter would look like).That was such an emotional episode. Season 11 episode 14 " Savior" for the episode I'm referring to in this chapter.*

I hope you all enjoyed this update 🙃
~fire_fairyland🧚‍♂️