When he left (svu fanfic)

Les Sentiments

Olivia's POV

'How am I feeling?,' Elliot asks. For some reason, just that question alone pisses me off. And in that moment I don't care about how Elliot is feeling or doing. I replied " How am I feeling? Seriously, how the hell am I feeling . Let's see, I'm in the hospital right now because I was trying to... You know what let's not even start there. Let's start when everything went to fucking shit. It started when you gave in your papers and did not say one word. Not, Hey Olivia, I don't think this detective thing is working out for me, nothing. It looks like it did work out because here you are once again. What hurt the most is, that we had sex. We had fucking sex Elliot and you up and left. Do you know how that makes a person feel. Not even a person, me Elliot, me. The person that has been their through your ups and downs, our ups and downs , but I guess that warranted me not being in the know of whatever you had planned. Then I found out I was pregnant. Pregnant and alone. My best friend and my partner that should have been there was nowhere to be seen or heard from. I was scared, scared to become a mother. Sure, I always wanted to be a mom. I didn't expect not to have the father of my child there with me. The appointments back after back just to make sure our baby was healthy even though I was not okay. Not one bit. When the time came for me to give birth, I had a gorgeous little girl. She is the most precious thing I had ever held and in that moment I realized I was responsible for her. My daughter. It was hard, my mom helped and when I finally told someone other than my mom which was Munch, he was so happy. I have never seen him smile so bright. After that he was there for her no matter what time of the day it was or how stupid the request might be. He was there. It was very hard but I made sure she had everything and that she is loved. Elliot if I'm being honest, I can't stand seeing your face right now. I've been through too much to be treated like shit by you. I would have never in a million years treat you, how you have treated me and you know that. I thought you of all people would never ever hurt me as badly as you have but I guess I was wrong. I put too much faith in you because I honestly believed that under that rough exterior you were always a good person. I've held in how I was feeling for so long. I don't even know if we can be friends. It's going to take a while for us to even get to that point. But regardless of what's going on between us, just be there for Sophie. She deserves her father in her life because god knows you have already deprived her of that."

TO BE CONTINUED.......TO BE CONTINUED.......TBC.......TBC..... DUN ....DUN.

Olivia finally talked about how she has been feeling after all this time.

Just came home from work and thought I'd update 🙃.

Note: To those who have been with this story through the beginning, middle or wherever thank you for your support. I started writing this story when I was 13, forgot all about Wattpad then came back. Shoutout to RominaKlinger
If it weren't for them commenting asking for an update, I would have just left it lol. This chapter is dedicated to you🫡.

~fire_fairyland🧚‍♂️