my parents just comforted me but it was awkward for me, I didn't really like it, why am I always like this? Why am I never grateful for what I have, why do I always cry for more but never work for it as much as I should? what is wrong with me?
I never mean any harm to anyone, I didnt scream at her, why is she the bully and I am the one who gets scolded? She mocks me and I am the one who suffers. I wanna go away but not completely, I dont wanna lose my family but I cant stand them. I know this isnt a super bad thing but I cant stop feeling this guilt that I am ruining my family. That i will never be good enough for them, that I am 20 and I dont have a single penny to my name.... why is this so hard?
(ps, dont reply, no comments, no discussion of this unless I bring it up, yes im talking to u pudding, just dont ever mention unless I do or want to. Thanks for understanding)
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Short Storythis book is just for my complaints and random thoughts because i cant afford a therapist 😃 Also check out my small business for personalized keychains on Instagram: merakee.customizations THANK YOU (っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ
