Too explore and discover who we truly are

chapter 15

      Edward pov

I walked out because I don't know how many times to talk to Emmett.

He keeps not paying attention and walking by Bella with some type of food he makes.

This has been going on for days. I finally found him in the kitchen.

"Emmett!" I snapped out. He turns around with food stuck in his mouth.

"What did I tell you about cooking food or food on this damn vessel right now while my wife is fuckin pregnant. She can't keep nothing down because of your ass now." I growled through my teeth pissed.

"Dude calm down it's just food." He told me. "Really it's just food. My wife is pregnant with twins asshole and she hasn't been able to keep no food, no liquids down in days because you keep cooking food after I keep repeatedly telling you it's making her very sick. As of throwing up, vomiting out her guts." I walked up and slapped him on the back of the head.

"Now get the fuck off my vessel with that fucking and don't fucking cook here again until after my wife has the babies. You fucking ass hole. Get out!" I even pointed and he walked out and I started cleaning up the kitchen.

"Grr!" I growled out. "I take Emmett cook again and Bella still hasn't kept nothing down?" Jasper asked me.

"On top of that, Hope keeps her up in pain mind you and I have to settle Hope. Then her nightmares started back yet again. I think I got one night's worth of sleep in the past 4 1/2 weeks in no way this my wife's fault. But if I don't get food and fluids in her and we get sleep I don't know what is going to happen to her or the twins." I said.

"That's bad?" I just nodded my head. Then I snapped my head around when I felt Bella in pain and she screamed out.

"Here we go again!" I said as I took off running and she was curled up in a ball on the bathroom floor.

I scooped her up and laid her on the bed. I had to get her to lay back and I moved her sweat pants down and put my hands over her stomach and I buried my face into Bella stomach.

"Baby girl, your really momma. Please just stop. I'm right here. You're safe just like momma. I'm not going anywhere. You guys are stuck with me no matter what. Daddy loves you!" I finally breathed when Hope settled.

"That's Daddy's girl. Now if we can keep stuff down momma's belly we will be all set. Oh and get a good night's sleep." I heard Bella giggle and I looked up at her.

"Is that a giggle I hear?" I asked her and she shook her head no and acted like she was innocent.

I got up and crawled up and hoovered above her.

"You're so far from innocent baby." She giggled again. "That's my girl!" A smile formed on her face.

"I want to see my favorite smile on your face. I haven't seen it in forever." I told her and she rolled her eyes at me.

"Oh you really going to roll eyes at me." She nodded her head.

I started trailing kisses down her neck and hit my favorite spot and then pulled.

Oh it started forming so I went for the other side and hit my other favorite spot.

I think I got a little carried away though. Give me a break it's been too long.

I pulled and there it was. "That's my girl!" I went back to it and boy I got way into it and I really showed her how I felt about her finally and she put as much love into it too.

I think we both need this and she finally fell asleep in my arms.

She finally felt so peaceful and I fell asleep myself.