My winter treasure

Chapter 6.

I've never liked having sex, my first time was painful, and I think it was so terrible that my mind blocked out most memories of how it happened.

The other times I had sex with other alphas or betas, which are more than I would like to remember, were not of my own desire, and were always traumatic.

But I'm not complaining about it, I mean, I'm not a fool and I know how the world works. I lived for several years in a brothel, and I know that the most important thing for alphas is to have sex, plus how they like to do it, dominating omegas and not worrying too much about their pleasure. In the brothel everyone told me that, that the function of omegas was only to serve alphas, so I didn't complain about my destiny.

And I didn't expect Theo to be any different either.

Lying on the bed, shakily I could see how Theo climbed on top of me, covering my body with his, making me feel helpless under him.

"Are you all right?" Theo asks me, still hesitant to continue, bringing one of his hands to my waist.

I just nod my head, while putting my own hands on my chest, pressing the fabric of my nightgown with some force. I didn't even know if I could touch Theo, if I put my hands anywhere other than my own body he might get upset, so I'd rather stay like this, not touching him so he doesn't get mad at me....

Theo brings his lips close to mine, giving me a soft kiss, which makes me close my eyes and feel calmer. My alpha's kisses are always good, so warm and soft, I would love to be able to kiss Theo all the time.

He does it slowly, spreads my legs and reaches between them, still kissing me and caressing my waist. But I can't help but feel nervous, because I'm always afraid of pain, and even though I do this for him, I'm definitely afraid it will continue.

Theo's kisses become more passionate, so much so that my cheeks blush, and I half open my lips to let him kiss me more deeply. Theo has never kissed me like this before, it's nice but in a different way... It feels good.

My fear returns when I feel Theo remove my underwear and lift up my white nightgown, making me look down somewhat frightened, but he doesn't do anything else, now holding me by the hips, while sticking his body even much more to mine...

"We can stop now if you want" My alpha whispers against my lips: "we don't need to do it today..."

"I want to" I say once again, although my voice is trembling.

"I would never hurt you, you know that, don't you?"

I want to trust him, but I can't do it, even if he loves me Theo is an alpha, and I don't think an alpha is capable of making me feel good about sex. I just want him to do it at once so that this ordeal will be over soon, so maybe I can hate him less when he does....

Theo kisses my forehead affectionately, while his hands lift my hips, leaving his pelvis against my ass. My cheeks blush even more, as I can perfectly feel between my buttocks the hardness of his manhood. Theo has a very large erection, which is noticeable over his thin underwear, and now begins to rub against my entrance.

I bite one of my lips softly, feeling numb, in the midst of my alpha's strong pheromones, and feeling him rub against me like that, my body is really starting to feel weird.

"Shouldn't you put it in at once?" I asked a little shyly.

"That would hurt you, I must prepare you first."

Getting ready? This is very different from any other experience I had with an alpha in the past... But I can't think, because my mind goes blank, thinking I can't breathe because of Theo's pheromones getting stronger and stronger, and our bodies rubbing together like that, now everything feels very strange, I don't understand what's going on.