I called my friend Riznu and told her what happened.
She looked shocked, and scared.
I started to burst out into tears as my first panic attack of multiple started that night.
She tried to comfort me.
I knew that the EMS would be here any minute
That they'd take me away
That they'd take me to the ER.
I waited and waited as I cried and cried.
"Were they all gonna think of me differently?"
"What's gonna happen?"
"Im gonna miss school, I'm gonna fall behind and fail"
"Should I lie to them?"
"Should I run away right now?"
These thoughts swarmed my mind like angry bees.
I was scared, and broken.
That's when I heard a knock at the door.
"Fuck" I whispered to myself.
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The Night I Tried To Leave
No FicciónA true story about what happened to me the fifth night I attempted, and where I am today. This can be very triggering and I will add helplines so please, know when to ask for help
