Kirstie POV
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I can't believe this. Avi will hate me. This has ruined any chance of us being together. What have I done. I can't have a child! I can hardly even look after Olaf let alone my own flesh and blood! I'm going to need all the help that I can get. I really hope Avi will help me through this.I saw the desperation on Avi's face. I've destroyed him.
"Kirst, look. We will help you through this. You are not alone. As long as you have me you will always be safe. I promise!" He left me speechless."A-Avi I-I."
"I don't mind if you don't want us to be together because of this baby but I want you to know I will never stop loving you because of this. I love you Kirstie. What ever you decide I will support that and respect it."
At that point my eyes were overflowing with mixed emotions. The tears dripped onto the cold tiled floor as I moved over to him, grabbed his face and lightly pressed our lips together. The kiss became more passionate and Esther called on us from the bed room.
"Guys we need to go! Meet and greet is in 15 minutes"
I pulled back from Avi, his eyes blurred with tears.
"I love you Avi."
I pulled him in for a hugand we stood there until rather shouted on us again. I pulled away from Avi and looked into the mirror to wipe away the tears and smooth out my mess of hair with my fingers. We walked out and I told Esther that I wanted to wait until I told the rest of the guys because it would be too much.
When we got to our venue and our meet and greet goes by really well. As this is our second night here we know our way around and what room we are in so I head up to my dressing room. I was applying my makeup alone as the other boys were probably ready. As I looked into my lightbulb framed mirror the thoughts running through my head had made my eyes well up without me realising and soon enough to they were overflowing. The guilt I felt for Avi. The rest of them band and Jeremy! It's all to much to handle. I can go through tonight and tell everyone tomorrow. I suddenly wipe away any trace of tears from my cheeks as I hear a soft knocking on the door.
"Kirstie sweetie, can you come to the green room for warm ups?" I heard Mitch chime from outside my door.
"Yeah, sure. I'll be along in 2 seconds!" I fakely chimed back to Mitch. I touched up the last of my makeup so it didn't look as if I was crying and left my room hurrying to the green room. I heard Avis overtones and Kevin's beat boxing from down the hall and as I approached the room I saw Scott and Mitch sitting waiting for me to do some trio warm ups. Mitch noticed that something g was up the second I walked in the room. He ran over to me like he always does.
"My forever slaying queen Kirstie has finally arrived!" I giggle at his comment as he came up to me with his arms wide. He pulls me into a hug and whispers in my ear,
"I know something is up I will find out what but I'm not going to push you into telling me okay?" I squeezed him and whispered "okay" into his ear.
As we pulled away we both got confused looks shot at us. It was then my eyes filled up to the brim and the tears can gushing from my eyes. I looked at Avi and he look so concerned. I looked down at the floor.
"There's something I need to tell you guys."
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