Avi's POV
~I woke gently the next morning and Kirstie was lying across from me fast asleep. Damn she's beautiful! I glanced at my phone to see the time was 10 past 10. I decided to get up and leave Kirstie to sleep and have a shower.
After my shower I got dressed and went back to see if Kirstie was awake. She wasn't in the bed which made me worry a bit. I went through to the living room area of the hotel room to find her. She still wasn't there. I went to go and find the spare room key and sitting on top was a note in Kirsties beautiful handwriting.
'Avi,
I am along at Scott and Mitch's room. You were in the shower and I didn't want to disturb you. We are all going for breakfast soon I really want you to come!Love Kirstie xxx'
Thank goodness! I was worried she ran off thinking what happened and why she slept in the same bed as me!
I walked along to Scott and Mitch's room and knocked on the door. I was greeted by Kirstie who looked very happy to see me. I walked into the room and everyone was there. Scott, Mitch, Kevin, Esther and Kirstie. They all have me a smile and a good morning when I came in.
"So... Breakfast?" I questioned.
"We're going to the Hard Rock Cafe!!!" Mitch squealed very excitedly.
As we all excited the room I made sure everyone was out before shutting the door. I saw Kirstie and she seemed to be sad about something.
"Hey you okay Kirst?" I asked her worried she was regretting last night.
"Yeah I'm fine! Bit of a sore head." She lied. Kirstie was never very good at lying I've learned. I thought nothing of it. I didn't want to ruin today.
We got to the restaurant and we placed our orders. I was going to go all out on breakfast so I didn't need to eat late so I chose a full English breakfast with extra everything! (They know how to breakfast here!) and I noticed Kirstie only wanted toast. When our good cam I said to her that if she wanted anything then just take it off my plate. I felt bad but I thought I would leave it so I don't annoy her.
After breakfast was done it was almost 12 o'clock. Esther told us that we have 5 hours to do as we please then meet at the O2 at 5pm. We decided to do the London eye (again!) all together so that we can have a private pod to our selves and have a celebration for our first show in the UK.
We got on our pod and some fans saw us so we tweeted pictures of them from where we were and they got all excited. We thought we'd stop and say hi after our ride had finished. We got to the top of they eye and got a perfect view of the whole of London. I turned round to see Kirstie sitting on the bench looking really pale. I walked over to her and she seemed to be in a day dream.
"Kirstie are you okay? You look quite pale" I said with concern on my face. She looked up at me with heavy eyes and simply said
"Avi. I can't do this"
I say and held her remembering her huge fear of heights. I talked to her the whole way back round to the bottom not caring that I missed the view. I needed to make sure Kirstie was okay.
Once we saw the fans we arranged to say hi to we walked about and decided to go back to our hotel, at this point it was 4pm, to freshen up before we headed to the venue.
I got to my room and I was ready by half 4 so I decided to got to Kirstie's room to make sure she was alright. When I go to her door I heard a faint sob from inside. I knocked on the door.
"Kirstie? It's Avi"
I heard the door latch to show the door was now unlocked. I opened the door and hastily moved into the room. Kirstie ran to the bathroom before I could see her face.
"Kirstie? What's wrong?"
"Avi. Help me"
I ran through to the bathroom to find Kirstie sitting in the floor beside the toilet.
"Honey, what's wrong? Speak to me"
She looked around and slid over a strip of plastic. I was confused at what it was but as I turned it over I knew exactly what it was.
"Two bars. Avi. I... It... I..." Was all she could spit out as her breathing became heavier and more frequent. She was having a panic attack. Last time she had one she calmed down when I held her so I did exactly that. She sobbed into my top for a good 5 minutes before she calmed down.
"Okay. Just tell me this. Who is the father?"
"When we were still in LA, 2 months ago, I saw Jeremy before I left so he could take care of Olaf and it all got a hit out of hand. He thought that this was my way of getting him back. We both had quite a bit to drink. I had more than him and it just happened. Avi I can't do this. I can't have a baby! Not while we are at the peak our careers!" Kirstie was getting herself flustered again so I just sat and held her and lightly shushed her.
"We can get through this. You and me. We can do this. I'll call Esther and tell her to come up here and we can tell her okay?" She nodded lightly.
That stupid idiot. How could he do that to her. Especially when she was drunk. Kirstie is too polite to say no but he was overstepping the mark way too far. Kirstie is so precious to me and I'm not going to let the fact that she is pregnant with her ex's baby ruin the fact that I love her and she loves me.
Esther came to Kirstie's room a few minutes after I phoned her and we explained everything. I could tell that Esther was already thinking of ways to make this work. She is brilliant like that.
"Okay tonight is our last show for a while. You think you can hold up for that long?" Esther soothed Kirstie's thoughts that were filled with worry and regret.
How do we tell the rest of the band?
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Hey guys sorry for the late update!! I was really trying hard to think about how to do this chapter! Sorry it's a cliffhanger😂 if any of you are still reading thank you so much it means so much! If you like the story please please tell me! I want to hear what you think! love you!💞
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