Kirstie's POV
~Every little thing made me so mad. Even Avi. At the time I felt like all he was doing was swarming me and hovering around me like a kid. I needed some space. I really hope he listens to Scott when I need space. Scott knows me more than anyone (even more than Mitch!) and he knows when I need space and how I am feeling before I'm even feeling it! So when Scott tells Avi when I need space I really hope he takes in what he says.
I stood out side the bus for about 20 minutes before I cooled off. Avi was only trying to be kind and caring. I came back on the bus and saw Avi at the back. Everyone else was sitting at the front going over harmonies.
"Hey, why you not with everyone else?" I walked up to him carefully as I realised that he would be worried sick.
"Sore head" he replied coldly. I sat directly across from him. I could see the hurt I caused him in his eyes.
"Avi. Look. I'm really sorry about earlier. I over reacted I really didn't mean to hurt you. I love you Avi please know that I'm a bit on edge at the moment but I will pass. You'll see. Right now I just need to to listen to Me when I need space. I don't want you to think I don't love you! It just can get difficult. It will come and it will go so I need you to beat with me. I love you."
He looked up at me with tears in his eyes. He leaned over and pulled me into a loving warm hug. I felt at ease.
"I'm sorry too Kirst. I love you!" I pulled away from the hug only enough so I could give him a little but loving kiss. I was so content.
Just then I felt it. Something in my stomach. Almost poking at me. I put my hand on my stomach and looked down. It was a kick. It was the best feeling ever. I actually felt like I had something other than to band to love.
My eyes started to fill with tears as a few spilled over the edges uncontrollably. Avi looked up to my eyes and hugged me. It wasn't just any old hug. It was one of those slightly tighter hugs that really say 'I love you'.
"We will get through this together. I promise! What ever you need or want I will give to you. I don't ever want you to be sad or upset. I love you. No matter what" he whispered into my ear. I kind of melted into him. We sat there for a good 4 hours talking about stuff. Avi keeps hinting that he wants to be the father figure my child will need but I couldn't put that on him. Not with working on the album and the band getting more and more popular. To was too much to put on him. I care too much for him.
Eventually Avi fell asleep. He is so attractive when he sleeps. The way his hair just goes everywhere. I curled up into him to keep me warm and I then fell asleep. Even though it was the middle of the day. By this time everyone else was away exploring but I couldn't be bothered so I stayed here. Avi didn't want to go if I didn't so I wasn't going to fight him.
This is how I like it. Me and Avi together. Cuddling. It makes me feel so safe and happy!
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Hey everyone! Another sappy chapter! Sorry! It will get better. I will be getting into more eventful chapters soon. These were just fillers so that it didn't jump from one time to another if you get what I mean. Okay I'll stop rambling now! Thank you so much for your support. It makes me so happy and we are at over 100 views guys!! Thank you again! I love you all!!
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FanfictionKirstie loves Avi.. Avi loves Kirstie. As tour goes on they grow closer but will something hold them back or will it bring them even closer than before.