BLUE ROSES.| CYJ

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" five years ago , I met you for the first time.. ", Sira narrates with her hand on his cheek , her back against his chest as he stands behind her , his hands sculpt her his hips in love. he presses his lips on her nape lovingly as he wraps his hand around her hand , his fingers ice cold he runs his thumb on her ring. the sudden contact of his cold lips on her skin makes her whimper , her stomach curls in instense pleasure as she bobs her head leaving him to explore her neck . It makes her feel weightless , making true love with him feeling him graze his fingers from the tip of elbow down her lean arms , till her fingers where he haults finding her wedding ring.

" my love hasn't changed for you at all.." , she continues panicking as he pauses for a moment. he senses the lack of freedom in her voice , now sounding low and troubled. he pushes his lips deeper into the crook of her neck , focusing on distracting her mind. She doesn't refuse his touch despite being married. she craved for his love as much as he did.

“ don't think i cannot protect you again , I am here for a reason..”,  the heat in his breath dissipates on her neck. he glides his fingers down her arms blotched in scars , glancing at the dark red marks of abuse on her neck where he abstains from kissing her. he notes the delicate details of her body with just his touch with his eyes closed.

“ Your macchiato eyes , your blue hair and the moment we crashed into each other , I should have known by then.." , Sira smiles reminscing. he rests his hands on her hips claiming her.

" I cant let him go.., nor will he" , she hesitates sliding his hands down her hips.

" we met five years ago and he let me be with him , he let me live till this moment.."

" despite what he did to you?" , he demands for answer , " Sira " , he calls her and it hits her like a bullet , again.

" despite what he did to me , yeonjun. he let me live.." , she stands by her words , firm and strong.

" Living is my mercy , don't make me have another reason.."

" Lee Sira..".

Sira stops at her name escape his lips. he made it sound like he was in love , the care in his eyes when he looked at her as through she were not broken.

" run away with me.."

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Yeonjun winces feeling a cold hand around his wrist.

"Where are you going?.." , Sohee asks , the tone of her voice strained , eyes gleaming at him for an answer.

" to the terrace to watch the sky. ", he enlightens her with a pout.

" Take me there with you , please " , she appeals to him , “ please take me there with you , i want to see the sky too ”

he looks away mentally scolding himself for revealing it to her. he works his mind to come up with a plausible excuse but runs out of ideas and accepts his defeat.
he glances at her seated on the bed. her cat eyes stare at him for a response , her cheeks and the tip of her nose red as the cold air breezed through the window. he sighs walking towards the bed , he kneels one knee on the bed and whips her arms on his shoulders. Sohee whimpers , he stares at the ceiling as he guides her waist towards his chest. she falls against his chest , he then runs his fingers on her thigh to firmly guide her legs around his waist , Sohee breathes out distressed and soon gazes into his deep brown eyes in such close vicinity that the tip of their noses touched , and in his dark irises she sees a dull ache for touch.

“ hold me tight like you trust me..”, he chokes.

" no. " , he breathes.

“ hold me tight like you know that i can still drop you any moment"  , he commands her.