Saathiya

11. TIME!!!

• Kritika

"Yes I hope everything goes well and I could write something remarkable"

"Of course you will, kritika"

I can see how much he is invested to know me, to talk to me but everything is just so wierd. It is happening so fast that I can't even collect my emotions, i don't even know that I should be happy or sad. What if i won't be able to write after marriage and what if i fail.

All the doubts started creeping inside of me but I had to keep them away before I say some stupid shit in front of ahaan.

It's like you meet a person and suddenly your heart feels at peace.
It was awkward this morning but here i am talking my heart out with this man.

He is no doubt so adorable that I can't take my eyes off of him. I feel so much attracted to him. His eyes. My god. I could see depth of galaxies in them and get lost whenever I am not okay.
I feel to just give all my efforts and commitment to him.

I can't even imagine that I could share all this with a person I just met this morning but this doesn't really feel wrong.

And this urge that I have started to have that I want to know more of him and spend some more time with him will be death of me someday.

I want to focus on my career and I can't let anything come in between.
It was for parents that I agreed to stay here but I have this in mind that I don't want to marry right now.

But the thought of hurting ahaan is not feeling okay to me. It's all evident that he is ready to marry me and spend his whole life with me but I can't actually do that.

I need some time.

"But you know, I don't want to hurt anyone or you but to be honest I am really not ready to marry you not because I don't like you, it is not like that but I am still dependent on my family and this thought haunts me that I am dependent on my family and then I will depend on you. I want to build my own life before I mould into someone else's. If you don't know that I have received my visa for London and I am going to shift there for like a long time, I guess 3 or 4 years because I need a change of environment. And that time is not far. I will shift in about a month. But there i need to work upon myself. I don't want to be burden on you ahaan. I know you will say that you have enough earnings and it would be totally okay if i stay with you but the thing is that wouldn't feel good to me."

"I can understand you very well kritika. I know everyone wants to live their own life and want to have something they can call it yes I have earned it myself with my hard work. It is okay if you want time. But i guess you should just think about spending time with me because after that you won't be able to stay away from me"
He said and then it but me he had really said something like that.

We both laughed but he continued with a hint of smile on his face.

His smile is so freaking pretty.

"See I want you to just chill and go with the flow. Stay here and enjoy. After that when you leave I want you to start working on yourself and your dreams. And whenever you need me, I am here to help you. When you will be moving to London, I will be there in case you want something or if you want to just hangout with someone.
Everything will go according to you.
I want you to be satisfied with yourself before you marry me because I don't want you to regret after that and if you still decide not to marry me, i will happily be your friend always."

What he said was really something that I wanted to hear from someone so bad.

I feel like giving this a try. Maybe things can go into my favour and his favour too.

"Thank you so much ahaan, for understanding me."

"Always kritika. Okay wait can I ask you something?"

"Yes sure"

"You will be moving to London so you might be having so many things on your list to shop or to do before you go"

"Yes I have so many things but I guess I won't be able to do that in such short span of time because I have a lot of packing and other work to do as well"

"Okay you are here for a week and I guess we should not waste your time okay? What if you give me the bucket list of everything you want to do or the shopping you need to do and both of us do it together?"

Oh my god. Okay wait.
Is this something like a book happening right infront of me.

He is literally asking for my bucket list and that too he want to do all the things that I want to do.

But I think I have such weird and small wishes, how will he react to that.

"There are so many silly things ahaan, you will be surprised to know and these might seem lame to you."

"Anything that excites you, excites me"

I smiled so wide at what he said.
I have never felt so much of importance towards me.

He continued,
"I want everything from your list, from the silliest to the most thoughtful, I want it all and we will start it today itself."

My smile won't go away now.
Someone is going to live my list with me.

"Okay if you want to start first things first, I have never went to beach. I have come to Mumbai many times but didn't get enough time to visit a beach."

"Okay as you said first things first, we will go at the beach today evening and we'll watch a sunset, if that okay with you"

Oh my god. Sunset that too on a beach.
Aaaaaaa I am going to die of happiness.

"Yes yes yes thank you so much ahaan. This is really special for me"

I was so excited that I jumped ahead and wrapped my arms around him.

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Hm hm sunset on a beach 🥹🫶🏻

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