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song: sweater weather - the neighborhood ෆ ⊹˚˖⁺

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song: sweater weather - the neighborhood
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DAYS PASSED AS my mother and brother both passed unexpectedly due to a plane crash. I cried and sobbed in silence, my father drinking away his pain.

"Grayson! Come down here now." He yelled my name out and I wiped my tears away, afraid he'd shout at me for that. I walked down the stairs, seeing multiple beer bottles and cans lying around everywhere.

"Yes..?" I cautiously said, avoiding any glass shards. "Y'know that you're the fucking reason why they're gone. They would've never gone on that trip if it weren't for you."

He threw a glass beer bottle towards my way. It came so fast I hadn't had time to even react. It shattered on impact of my face, glass flying everywhere. I flinched but stood there, not daring to show the aching pain.

"I'm sorry." I mumbled under my breath but repeated it when I remembered he always told me to speak up. "Start crying. See what fucking happens." He spat at me and took a drink.

I didn't cry. I remembered my father had always told me that crying is only for cowards, for people who have nothing else better to do than feel bad for themselves. I vowed myself to never cry. Not ever again. Because I'm not a coward.

"Take your shirt off." I did, ready to embrace the pain. I heard his buckle clack against the leather as he took off his belt. I got onto all fours, following the normal routine.

I felt the first strike. Stinging through my back, and all throughout my body. I picked up shards of glass in my palms, focusing on that pain rather than the strikes from the belt.

The metal buckle hit my spine before the leather came after. I was definitely going to have more scars than ever now.

My eyes jolted open, my body suddenly sweaty. I sat up, running my fingers through my hair and tugging at the strands. I hurriedly rushed to the bathroom, throwing a splash of water at my face. This is why I don't fuckin' sleep.

"Hey.. are you okay?" Athena was sitting up now, the blanket all ruffled. She rubbed at her eyes, her hair a tangled mess and yet she couldn't look better.

"I'm fine." I dabbed a towel at my forehead and my brow, trying to calm myself down. I was breathing heavily now, trying to rid my memories. "What happened? Did you get a nightmare? I get those too, it's normal."

She stood up and walked over to me where I was gripping the edge of the dresser. Her voice was soft and sleepy. She dragged her feet on the ground as she came closer. A hand placed on my shoulder.

"I didn't get a fucking nightmare, Athena. I'm fine." I added a harsher tone to my words. She stepped back, her touch leaving with her. A spark of heat on my shoulder from where her touch was.

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