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Athena Vasilios had just figured out that her parents had been leaders of the Italian Mafia. Unfortunately, they've passed away and passed it down onto her. Athena isn't ready in any way to lead a mafia, as she's just getting...
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song: cardigan - taylor swift ෆ ⊹˚˖⁺
WHAT WAS HAPPENING to me? Fuck it if I knew.
I've been so on edge, always on the lookout for Athena. She's constantly on my mind and though I've tried not to let it slipped, I completely failed last night. The way her lips tasted on mine was an otherwordly feeling that wouldn't leave my head.
I've slipped up too many times around her and I couldn't afford another mistake. Everywhere I go, she's there. Her scent is in my pillows, in my bathroom, everywhere I go. I can hear her laughs even in the living room.
She's all around me, and I wished I could say I didn't absolutely love it.
Lately, I've been so off-guard. Which is something that I'd never thought would happen to me until I was at my grave. She's making me feel things I've never felt before. I needed to get my head out of my ass. I needed to focus.
And as much as I tried, I couldn't. I just couldn't. Athena is my little mystery to solve, to undo all the strings left until I see the real her and who she is underneath her sensitivity and soft heart. I wanted to know her, I wanted her to know me.
I wanted to know every inch and crook of her body better than she did. I wanted to kiss every single inch of her and touch every single part of her body that no one's ever touched before. I want to hear those sweet little moans and whimpers coming out of her mouth, knowing I was the one causing them. Not anyone else.
And thought I didn't realize it, I needed her to be mine. Whether I liked it or not, and whether she liked it or not.
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My arm was sore from the whole incident yesterday, but thank the Lord that it was only my left shoulder and not my dominant one. I'm still able to do all the things as usual just a little slower, and I fucking hate it.
It makes me feel so weak, knowing Athena is constantly checking in on me and walking on eggshells around me. It kills me that she's so caring but I love it all at the same time.
I've never had anyone show any actual care for me, it's weird that she cares. I don't know how to show affection, thank you sounds too weird for me, and I'm not sure other than thank you of what else to say to affection.
My way of showing affection is nothing. I don't show affection. But maybe it's because I don't know how to.
Currently, I was watching Athena, practicing. She was getting better, her grip was better, and so was her aim. "Yes!" She whispered to herself and cheered joyfully as she hit the knife right in the center of the bullseye.
She twirled in a circle but stopped momentarily when she saw me watching her. "Hi." She grew immediately shy and stood there awkwardly, just staring at me. God, I loved that about her, I loved the effect I had towards her.
